school starts

Cud it be tt I forgot tt I've once shook president nathan's hand?
LOL! So here I am blogging to help me rmb tt I did last year during e istana nurse's day event!
Tmr school orientation,9-5pm. SIM,uni of sydney.
Its close to 2am and e alarm is set in 4 hrs time.
I can't sleep!
Have loads to update!
Like how I left e ward,how friggin sad it was..
And suju's concert! BOTH!
How I shook donghae's hand! Wahhahahhaha!
<3
K I'm off to try n slp again.
Will hafta update soon. Memory's failing.
Mum is wayyy worse. A lil worried.

tendered-resignation-day

Hi me! and possibly Winnie.
I've tendered my resignation today.
It was a relief,after holding on for 2 years,it's done.
Its e kinda relief like a patient on dopamine,off dopamine but still hanging on for dear life.
After 2 years of gasping,i let go.
Sad of course,no doubt but a relief somehow.
As i expected,the troubles i'll face after resigning wouldn't be coming from myself
but more of my colleagues whom i've been so reliant on.
Sure,my kaki babis have left me alone to die in e wd but i survived
but these group of friends are of a different kind.
It pains me to hear u cry,get upset or angry for me
It's gonna be tough on my last day.
LOL,im laughing now thinking of what a scene i'm gonna cause on my last day.
The thought of clearing my locker makes my smile die off.
I'll miss 44 with all my heart and soul.
But life demands a change,no matter how comfy and happy i am there.
And i've decided on e next step.
Studies. WHICh,if u noe me,is a HUGE joke. LOL!
I'm leaving with the hope that we can maintain a good relationship,tho hard.
One can always hope.

ok much to update yo..

The Mnet concert was sooo GOOD! Joycey went down at midnight tho Q-ing didnt start til officially 6 plus..

We managed to get e blue tags for e first 500 ppl to enter e concert grounds

and thanks to homework (a MUST for every concert) we knew where e stage was coz all e other fans went to Q at e walkway thinking there was no main stage as it was covered

=D

We were RIGHT INFRONT!With at least 10,000 ppl behind us,we didnt get squashed much cept when stupid 2pm started giving out roses -_-''

Maknae was soo hot!

And SeulOng of coz
Did NOT get a single proper pic of DJ as he was in e weirdest mood and kept moving.

so iritatinggg But seulOng made my day.

Next up,took out all e 4 wisdom tooth/teeth yesterday under G.A

So i was put to sleep and intubated with a freaking laryngoscope.

So effing scared i was pushed into e operating theatre waiting and waiting for CandyLee to appear and when she did..

OMG cryyyyyy ahahaa,now funny,tt time scared like siao.

So im still at mum's place,drinking campbell soup for lunch and dinner. The teeth are as shown above.
Im talking, but my tongue and nerve is giving me a lil problem,so im praying it aint gonna be permanent

tmr's alester's brthday inviting a couple of frens over to celebrate,gonna use up my fisheye film,hopefully coz its loong due,wanna see pics!!!
=D ok,signing out.
cant wait to tender.. bonus will be near 3K

im 22!

I'm back from germany/austria!

And i'm 22 todayyy!

PJ party started out as 5 ppl. LOL,tot it'll end with 8 ppl

But surprise surprise,some people actually DID show up.

LOL!

We drank soo much beer during this trip tt i can feel a BEER belly not just a fat belly coming up

Sound of music gardens. Mirabell? Miramell? whichever la hor

Autumn transits to Winter

On top of some Castle We had fun,a lil tension on and off,but nothing new.

=D

Glad to be back under e sun tho.

Piggy called to say tt we got tkts to e suju concert yay!

and she managed to earn 900 bucks from reselling.. o_O

anyway sam and nessa n nang n shufen oso managed to get e same pitt as us! YAY!

Winnie... sigh

Anyway,this whole suju thing is in jan.

Kinda tells me how fast time is passing. The party's over,D&D's over,Holiday's over..

Soon,i'll hafta tender.

Cant wait yet cant bear.

But at least i know this time i don't have a choice to back outta it.

yay.. 2 more nights to AL

It's been a Full Year since e trip to London.
And 9 months since N.Z in Feb..
It's time for e party on Monday and flight on Wed.
Omo. Mad excited.
T.o.t.a.l.l.y gonna freeze my ass in Bavaria/Austria but looking forward!!
Much needed break.
The ward's a lil messy now,God has NOT been treating me well AT ALL.
With the he-who-must-not-be-named around. Fuckin suay.
Might as well gimme a pen and paper for my will.But so far so good.
Think tt was the last i will be seeing of him today. *PRAYS*
Awaiting the party. Lemme enoy myself and fly with a happy heart pls.
Spent MAD amount of $$ on e party and one prepping for the trip.
Best part is haven even fly yet,spend like siao alr.
tsk.On a more fearful note,gonna go to e Dental Clinic tmr. (yes,on my OFF day)
See how's e wisdoms doing back there,how we gonna dig them out *cringes*
And meeting WinnieKoh for T.O.P's show.. FINALLY.
cannot wait.

...

So.. the cruise came through
Me and Sheral went up..
Ate dinner. Watched a play.
Ate Supper. Slept.
Ate Lunch. Slept.
Ate an early dinner. Casino.
Ate a 2nd dinner. Slept. Watched a topless show.
Ate supper. Slept.
Ate breakfast.
We spent our days eating and sleeping! THE WHOLE 3 DAYS!
wahahaha. Supposed to take time off to rethink my life.
But no time as we were rushed to eat and sleep.
Life was good those few days.

So i came back from e cruise to a ward that didnt plan to dress up. So being e new annoyed me,i sold my tkt.
Good thing coz mum was not in s'pore either.
Missed D&D,a lil sad but.. whatever.
Shant make too huge a deal outta it.
Met Nessa on fri to hunt for my Polaroid.
Shud be getting e bulky Instax 210,i likey <3
Met Gladys on sat for a massage and damn gd dinner at her place.
Met Nessa AND Gladys on sun for e usual Prawn mee and to pay for e upcoming trip to bavaria and austria.
TOO cheap! Much discounts we got. *jumps!
The schedule as of now is.. PM shift tmr..
AM shift. DO(dental),N,N,RD,party,packing day,flight,freeze til 26th and im back.

=) party party party

Back from a loooong day.

Headed to SIM to pay for the course..

Met Joycie who followed to Mt Sophia to check out e function room for e 15th nov party.

Dropped her and picked up Don for a great jap dinner and Udders dessert.

Chocomintyballs & Hazelnuts

Booked my catering and kinda confirmed my cake.

So i guess no cupcakes. Too ex.

The balloons guy has not replied me.. -_-''

So we're just awaiting that as of now.

I'm hoping to make it for a cruise this weekend..

T.O.P

omo..
Just came back from the kpop night concert
So FT Island went first..nice songs,but me is not bothered. sat thruout
and D.NA (the boss! WTF name is tt?) was next,totally yawning
then ZE:A.. same.
Then Infinate's Te loh waaah song started and i was on e chair! LOL
And there was Shinee. RING DING DONG
and SNSD.. all e groups sang 4 songs..
AND THEN.............
BIG BANG!!!!!!!!!
=D
my TOP was beyond hawt!!! OMG
*faints.
so they had Gara Gara Go first
then Number 1
then Haru Haru
then Lies
So we tot... 4 songs rite? ENCORE!!!
One more..
encore
and then ANOTHER SONG
and then after tt
ONE MORE SONG!!!
wahahah! 7 friggin songs!
High to the maximum!!!
With damnnn amazing fireworks. THEY WERE THE BAND OF THE NIGHT MAN!!!
Loves. Shall dream of him tonight.

vehh unhealthy

Sigh. cant help but blog since twitter's not THAT safe.
Brown is getting in my head again.
Doesn't help that i have a soft spot for u thanks.
Think u actually know that.
So is this all innocent friendship or are u trying to drive me nuts?
Go away. As if i dun have enough to worry about..
I said it once and im saying it again.
fbc is VERY unhealthy.
swore i'll wean myself off it but nooooo im back on and being pulled in AGAIN!
Sometimes u even sound weird and scary.
Its not right. it's WRONG
soft spots shud be burneddddd

..dots..

The day after K.L,we headed to the night safari for Halloween
So funnnn!

K.L pics

And as per USUAL,im sick.. again.

Malaysia and me has this issue.... stupid issue.

So im hoping to recover in 48 hrs in time to ENJOY my kpop concert for BigBang.mainly T.O.P.

Came close to my breaking point when one of my ENs shouted at me. Pain in e ass he is.

Stupid shit. Wanted to resign stat. No right to raise his voice.

But he was sorry,sad to say.. i dun forget easily. Me is NOT gonna live this down.

Busy Busy Busy. at work. as usual..

Managed to get e tht to sponsor e cake. Cant wait for everything to fall thru smoothly

I repeat SMOOTHLY.

I mean,PJ party is a lil pushing it,but i really do hope ppl comply.

SIGH.
Cake Balloons Catering are driving me nuts.

Too much money needed,not enough time.

Howwwwwww?

Just came back from ambert's concert at K.L last night to find out Tini's still missing.
4 days with police involved
she bloody hell better be alright.
going crazy because of her.
cried because i didnt know it was such a huge issue.
WTF
running away? FINE
but missing for 4 days is too much.
TOO MUCH.
how can she not call me or ju or anyone???
Sumhow i dun believe tt fuckin guy. Bastard.
babe,if u cant rmb my friggin number it's 96877117, CALL ME!

many many things to look forward to!

editted
Here is e schedule:
it's 10/10/2010 today.

14.10.10-Coaching to K.L for Adam Lambert's concert (WOOTSSS!)
16.10.10-HalloweenHorrors @ Nightsafari
23.10.10-Kpop concert to see BigBang yo! (T.O.P is love)
25.10.10-Pay Day
fast forward
6.11.10-Changi's Dinner&Dance
mid.11.10-Some kpop band concert at Bedok Reservoir -_-'' (better NOT be B2st.)
15.11.10-Mum's bday and My 22nd party
17.11.10-Bavaria & Austria holiday Here I Come!
19.11.10-Nessa's 22nd
26.11.10-the very important date obv,my 22nd! And i return from e trip

there after is just a picture blur
Are my subtle hints getting too obvious or are you getting smarter?

wassup sept

Just came back home from Paramount's Dimsum

Not too bad,slight allergy but all's fine..
Talked a lil,realised there's still hope for us..
Anyway,been workin on the ward's fundamentals for about 2 months now
So this is one of it... Quite proud,despite wad all my ward ppl say,to those people who have known me since Primary School
They all know i'm not the arty farty kind.
Never took art seriously,so im kinda proud of myself!
=D

So anyway we had Jalan Raya a couple of weeks before,it might just be my last with this gang.
God,i'll miss them so..
And Juby's elder sis just got married
So i'd finally met my 2 babies ytd after a DAMNNN long time.Realised that i am quite a bitch at work..
Like,scold people,complain bout things not done properly..
Dun even know when all these started. When did this uptight,law by law bitch appear?
What happened to being bo-chap and carefree?
Shall need to rethink my ways.
Is it coz i wanna act all senior or issit me being lazy so i expect people to complete their work properly?
All these ques all these crap.
Please lemme be successful in becoming a nicer person i used to be.
Goodness,please let me be accepted and change my life.

cup once again

Fucker of a neh,chat so happily
facetoface weird only.
Went to the airport to send Swammie off today.
Went early to spy/peep/stalk/look at Cup
goodness
4 years later the EXACT scene replays.
Too close to the girls
*jealousy
Not happy at all.
I was there 4 yrs ago. ME!
sigh.
heart pounded like mad
like MAD
madder than during resus and stuff
Sigh,those days. These days.
But he made my month.
Til the next peep/stalk/spy/looking session.
Probably another 6 months later? or 2 years?
God noes.
I can feel my ulcer healing thanks to him.
=D

=(

winnie,eugene,my condolences.

you.

Shaari oh Shaari.
Was on e phone wid yazid and thought of you.
Went to ur FB and went thru ur wall.
Im sorry i still have not visited you.
Sighhhh my heart aches so badly,the tears won't stop and e nose is blocked.
Honestly,haven't dug u up from my heart for quite some time.
Im sorry. I'll make it next week,even if i were to be alone.
It's my personal promise.
Just want to visit you,show u i care
Cause you were important.
As zid said,i didnt have a chance to tell u much before you left.
He's way closer,but i love you too.
I still remember how the hugs felt coz u were so big.
I still remember so fucking clearly that morning Yazid called me.
I was asleep.
Woke to see a miss call from Zuraidah and sense something wrong,
But went back to sleep, 5mins later Yazid called and i answered.
He said those words in sucha quiet voice.
The exact words still ring.
And then there was silence.
It didnt register and i said to him "How?" He didnt noe. I replied that i'll call him back.
And then everything was a blur.
Never again.
*
miss u so.
cant stand e heartache.

new chapter hopefully

too much.

We seeing Beast was too much.

Suffered from fever and very bad sunburns

But tt last look at Doojoon in e van smiling was even more "toomuch"

LOL!!!

Many many events have passed.
Saw Leekuanyew at the YOG concert

Saw and shook President nathan's hand for Istana Nurse's Day

Saw darlin Doojoon

And today,i went down to SIM to apply for my Degree.

Shock much? Til now,i still don't believe i did it.

We'll hafta wait til November to see if they actually want me. GPA is as low as 0.

wahahaha

If this falls through,it's e beginning of a new chapter. Anxious as anxiety can be.

*prays

Lookin forward to Bigbang,2ne1 and beast's comeback in Sept.
Then we'll fastforward to Oct where they might drop by.

Then fastforward again to Nov for e big Barvaria Trip.

Then to Jan where Japan is KIV and Suju's SS3 is confirmeddddd *jumps.
Then Feb is the start of being a student again (if it's all smooth)

=D

BEAST!!!!

OMGGG
got back from YOG celebration concert
*Everyday i shock SHOCK!
*Everynight i shock SHOCK!
Beast!! Doojoonie is sooo hawtttttt
Me and Joyce waited for 12hrs!!
Freakin tanned. I mean BURNT!!
but... the moment we saw him wave and smile from e van,we were 16 yr olds all over again!!

bavaria/austria

If god permits,i'll see u in nov. LOL!

1-8 degrees,good luck to our soon-to-be-frozen-asses.

OMG

too excited.

I've always wanted to see this,and may this want happen.

famfamfamm

Just saw this in the inbox..Mummy C has sent it to all the siblings asking for help.
With the headline "HEADACHE.. tell me what to do with HER!!!!!!
LOL!
Goodness,she's gonna be 18 soon. My lil sis is really growing up too fast!
Think the 3 bros are ready to beat this guy up
tsk tsk tsk...
As long as she's happy laaa
Too cute, this family.
And oldest bro broke up wid tt moneyminded lady,poor bro..
Heart broken like no other
It's really dad's retribution. Sigh.