cup once again

Fucker of a neh,chat so happily
facetoface weird only.
Went to the airport to send Swammie off today.
Went early to spy/peep/stalk/look at Cup
goodness
4 years later the EXACT scene replays.
Too close to the girls
*jealousy
Not happy at all.
I was there 4 yrs ago. ME!
sigh.
heart pounded like mad
like MAD
madder than during resus and stuff
Sigh,those days. These days.
But he made my month.
Til the next peep/stalk/spy/looking session.
Probably another 6 months later? or 2 years?
God noes.
I can feel my ulcer healing thanks to him.
=D

=(

winnie,eugene,my condolences.

you.

Shaari oh Shaari.
Was on e phone wid yazid and thought of you.
Went to ur FB and went thru ur wall.
Im sorry i still have not visited you.
Sighhhh my heart aches so badly,the tears won't stop and e nose is blocked.
Honestly,haven't dug u up from my heart for quite some time.
Im sorry. I'll make it next week,even if i were to be alone.
It's my personal promise.
Just want to visit you,show u i care
Cause you were important.
As zid said,i didnt have a chance to tell u much before you left.
He's way closer,but i love you too.
I still remember how the hugs felt coz u were so big.
I still remember so fucking clearly that morning Yazid called me.
I was asleep.
Woke to see a miss call from Zuraidah and sense something wrong,
But went back to sleep, 5mins later Yazid called and i answered.
He said those words in sucha quiet voice.
The exact words still ring.
And then there was silence.
It didnt register and i said to him "How?" He didnt noe. I replied that i'll call him back.
And then everything was a blur.
Never again.
*
miss u so.
cant stand e heartache.

new chapter hopefully

too much.

We seeing Beast was too much.

Suffered from fever and very bad sunburns

But tt last look at Doojoon in e van smiling was even more "toomuch"

LOL!!!

Many many events have passed.
Saw Leekuanyew at the YOG concert

Saw and shook President nathan's hand for Istana Nurse's Day

Saw darlin Doojoon

And today,i went down to SIM to apply for my Degree.

Shock much? Til now,i still don't believe i did it.

We'll hafta wait til November to see if they actually want me. GPA is as low as 0.

wahahaha

If this falls through,it's e beginning of a new chapter. Anxious as anxiety can be.

*prays

Lookin forward to Bigbang,2ne1 and beast's comeback in Sept.
Then we'll fastforward to Oct where they might drop by.

Then fastforward again to Nov for e big Barvaria Trip.

Then to Jan where Japan is KIV and Suju's SS3 is confirmeddddd *jumps.
Then Feb is the start of being a student again (if it's all smooth)

=D

BEAST!!!!

OMGGG
got back from YOG celebration concert
*Everyday i shock SHOCK!
*Everynight i shock SHOCK!
Beast!! Doojoonie is sooo hawtttttt
Me and Joyce waited for 12hrs!!
Freakin tanned. I mean BURNT!!
but... the moment we saw him wave and smile from e van,we were 16 yr olds all over again!!

bavaria/austria

If god permits,i'll see u in nov. LOL!

1-8 degrees,good luck to our soon-to-be-frozen-asses.

OMG

too excited.

I've always wanted to see this,and may this want happen.

famfamfamm

Just saw this in the inbox..Mummy C has sent it to all the siblings asking for help.
With the headline "HEADACHE.. tell me what to do with HER!!!!!!
LOL!
Goodness,she's gonna be 18 soon. My lil sis is really growing up too fast!
Think the 3 bros are ready to beat this guy up
tsk tsk tsk...
As long as she's happy laaa
Too cute, this family.
And oldest bro broke up wid tt moneyminded lady,poor bro..
Heart broken like no other
It's really dad's retribution. Sigh.

birdies karaoke underwaterworld badminton pee

It's been an interesting 2 weeks.
Met up vid me polynurses after 2 years..
=D
luvluv,tho dinner at Sakae wasnt veh good.
Choc fondue at hagen daz-first time for me thanks.

And Bling* FINALLY met me up for the Birdie park which i managed to get 1/2 price tkts from the hosp.
Smelly,and TWICE major birdshitrain splattered right in front of us. INFRONT i say.
Thank god we were armed with brollies and the park's brochure.
Never walking in the open unsheltered. Great laugh.
My fav were Pelicans. Hugeness,smelly but too cool.We decided to head for Despicable Me after the very smelly n sweaty birdpark.
Considerate enuf to air ourselves before plonking in the theatre.
"FLUFFAYYYY!"
I had quite a night shift. Demented patients neh mind.
Had the honour of an uncle peeing in my hand- nehh mind.
I shout and he says VEHHH annoyingly :"Aiyah! Only a few drops what!"
WTF.
As if i was born to let him piss on my hand thanks. Argh. Ungratefulness.

Anyway met Pris for Badminton the week before and our usual steamboat and karaoke at katong ytd.
Spent $500 on my javanese massage package too
ooh. Lemme intro my new love number 3 = b2st's leader DOOJOON ♥ ♥*Lovessssssss
*swoonss
*faintssss
*diesssss


And last nite Gladys and me had this BRILLIANT idea of bringing Leah to the underwater world.
Almira came too. Oh god,we had 2 kids,a pram,3 brollies,3 huge bags to handle up and down slopes and the shuttle bus.

Not THAT fun.
But highlight was............
THIS!
i swear,i tot it was easy peasy.
Me,almost cried holding the friggin head

I look happy but i was quivering!!

And after the LONG LONG LONGGG day at sentosa,met these 3 PRIMARY school girlies at bugis.
Ate crap lot,had to drag ourselves to desert (yes,me INSIST) and

we rolled ourselves home. LOL!

It's been 11years. We'll make it til at least 81 ya?
=D

wtf

why?
this fezzah told me "kak bun,we do HIV test tgt,coz only left the 2 of us haven do at ward. MUST do together."
and today,i realised she did it without me thru FB.
this candy and me have been planning for months to get our wisdom tooth extraction TOGETHER.
and today,after a week of no contact,she bbms me and says "i just did my extraction"
why?
and these two are close friends.
i dun get it.
i need to rethink stuff.
the heart is a lil broken

=D

Just back from the ward chalet.

Fun til about.. 11?

LOL

then headed back.

Much bbq food. Chicken wings were YUMMAY!

lost a couple of bucks in Blackjack.

spent a nite at Marina Bay sands..

The hotel screams LUXURYYYYYY!!

the most breathtaking thing was the swimming pool on the top floor.

But no matter what,i cant believe people PAY to just tour it.

Nonsense la.

miss u boy.

im a yummyfunnylucky gummy bear!

have u heard the gummibear song?!?!
wahahah!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qC_hF31z130
have to!
anyway,i duno wad to update.
Just finished suju's dream team.. love them la.
my teukie's eng? Spannnntangggular
LOL!
yes..jump jump jump.. yes.. SUCCESS!
wahahahahahaa!
*lovessssss

done.

too tired.
eyes are dying and burning.
not very satisfactory.
mabbe we had too much the last time round.
but still blissful

Superbly excited for tomorrow's Suju event.
but currently,palms are sweating coz u're back.
seriously,im gonna clear things up.

helloooooooooooooooooooo dongteukie

=D

im, currently, blogging and giggling to myself

sooo happy.

I ended work at 10 today and headed to Jurong at 12mn to get suju's showcase's tkts.

dying coz pocket burn big whole

and dying from happiness

omggggggggggggggggggggggggg

YESSHAAAA!

so
i heard it was THAT expensive
so
i kinda gave up half the hope
and then i heard that i was pm shift
so i gave up all hope
now
it appears infront of me
begging me to make this decision
killing me
and now
i have ppl who have agreed to change shifts wid me.
=D
i still have not confirmed shit yet
but let's pray for the best

suju's coming

i'm here to say,Super Junior is coming in June.
Thks.

sherri

It's been a sad weekend.

Shaari is gone.

He who called me "angieeeee" or "buntaLL"
He who held me up whenever i got dead drunk.
He who was sucha joy in everyone's lives with his sharp tongue and bitchiness.
He who had me over for Hari Raya,trying to dose me with jelly vodka when i was supposed to drive to work.He who always said "HAIYA! never mind la" with that smile to make me happier .
He with the highest pitched screams whenever we watched horror movies.
He who laughed the loudest whenever i fell flat after clubbing.
He who kissed me a couple of times while doing raunchy dance moves with yazid on the other side.
He was the same one i saw wrapped up in a room on a bed.
He looked so much like sleeping beauty (i noe u want me to call you that).

It only felt right to kiss you one last time.
Coz it wud never have given me pause when u were alive.
The sadness that rocked my body when i sat next to you tt night was earth shaking.
I still cannot believe that u,such a huge happy warm sweaty guy,have left us.
Im glad that at least you left with grace and beauty.
Cannot start to imagine the pain Zid or Roger is going thru right now.
They were so much closer to you than i was and i still tear a lil everynight during those few mins i allow myself to think of you.
Seeing roger's posts on FB for you on a daily basis breaks my heart.
You are great. You really are.
Love you sherri
Ur date:16.5.2010
Much too early, but god needed you.

bonamana

OMGGG!

Bonamana's MV is out!



Bads first:

Wookie is too skinny.

Minnie and Shindong's hair are plain wrong.

Hyuk's skirt is well... a SKIRT!



GREATS:

Teukie's shirt is open. *wiggles eyebrows*

Donghae is hot as ever with the gloves

Dance steps are quite good.



BEST EVER:

Pelvic thrusts at 0.55 is EPIC!

omggggg too hot. hotter than s'pore weather currently.





Me is in loveeee



can totally foresee a huge hit in this song.. wootssss!

awaits performances INPATIENTLY thks.



Anyways,Mervin's wedding is this saturday.

I still have not settled my hair yet.

There's Leah's birthday next week, Almira's too..

And KC meet up on the 27th.

YAY! full week ahead..

suju 9th mayyyyyy~

I've been sick for close to 2 weeks now.
sighh
hardly going out
coughing and suffering at work.
But all's well.
=D
Appraisal is in.
=D
me got 2,which im really grateful for.
Expected a 3 or 4 seeing how the nm seems to dislike me.
But who knew.
We're drifting, it's sad isnt it?
Suju's new album is out on 9th which is mummy's day
OMGGGG
i cannot wait! their concept is still gothic-ish
with eyeliners,but there's NOTHING more hot than guys with eyeliner!
See Adam Lambert,T.O.P?
=D
On a sadder note, i had a dream.
I was travelling again,god knows with who or where.
But i thought to myself,while walking on a path that i better treasure this moment cause soon enough,i'll be back in ward 44 sweating it out.
Yet another dream happened, i dreamt you wore those heels.
The very ones that i saw,i was going CRAZY. near to killing you.
LOL!
stupid i know,but somehow meaningful.
I'll leave you know. I'll step out.
Sooner or later. Cause you're not worthy.

I'm really addicted to travelling. (dun know if i have the right to actually say that)
but i absolutely can't wait for the next trip.

i'm loving twitter sooo muchhhhy
shindong,donghae,siwon,heechul,sungmin,henry all on twitter!
=D
where's my teukie? i'll wait patiently..
back from Genting last night
woke up totally sick
weak with fever and a very bad throat.
So miserable that i started crying.
LOL.. sounds damn stupid now laaa
but this morning i was SUFFERING!
hoping to get better by tmr otherwise must take MC.
I dun wanna take mc coz sister will definately kill me
say i from AL take mc then off off
sighhh had too much fun at genting
=D
yazid and fezzah took the space shot 3 times!
3 times!!!! i still cant believe they dared to.
i sisnt even take it once!