T.O.P

omo..
Just came back from the kpop night concert
So FT Island went first..nice songs,but me is not bothered. sat thruout
and D.NA (the boss! WTF name is tt?) was next,totally yawning
then ZE:A.. same.
Then Infinate's Te loh waaah song started and i was on e chair! LOL
And there was Shinee. RING DING DONG
and SNSD.. all e groups sang 4 songs..
AND THEN.............
BIG BANG!!!!!!!!!
=D
my TOP was beyond hawt!!! OMG
*faints.
so they had Gara Gara Go first
then Number 1
then Haru Haru
then Lies
So we tot... 4 songs rite? ENCORE!!!
One more..
encore
and then ANOTHER SONG
and then after tt
ONE MORE SONG!!!
wahahah! 7 friggin songs!
High to the maximum!!!
With damnnn amazing fireworks. THEY WERE THE BAND OF THE NIGHT MAN!!!
Loves. Shall dream of him tonight.

vehh unhealthy

Sigh. cant help but blog since twitter's not THAT safe.
Brown is getting in my head again.
Doesn't help that i have a soft spot for u thanks.
Think u actually know that.
So is this all innocent friendship or are u trying to drive me nuts?
Go away. As if i dun have enough to worry about..
I said it once and im saying it again.
fbc is VERY unhealthy.
swore i'll wean myself off it but nooooo im back on and being pulled in AGAIN!
Sometimes u even sound weird and scary.
Its not right. it's WRONG
soft spots shud be burneddddd

..dots..

The day after K.L,we headed to the night safari for Halloween
So funnnn!

K.L pics

And as per USUAL,im sick.. again.

Malaysia and me has this issue.... stupid issue.

So im hoping to recover in 48 hrs in time to ENJOY my kpop concert for BigBang.mainly T.O.P.

Came close to my breaking point when one of my ENs shouted at me. Pain in e ass he is.

Stupid shit. Wanted to resign stat. No right to raise his voice.

But he was sorry,sad to say.. i dun forget easily. Me is NOT gonna live this down.

Busy Busy Busy. at work. as usual..

Managed to get e tht to sponsor e cake. Cant wait for everything to fall thru smoothly

I repeat SMOOTHLY.

I mean,PJ party is a lil pushing it,but i really do hope ppl comply.

SIGH.
Cake Balloons Catering are driving me nuts.

Too much money needed,not enough time.

Howwwwwww?

Just came back from ambert's concert at K.L last night to find out Tini's still missing.
4 days with police involved
she bloody hell better be alright.
going crazy because of her.
cried because i didnt know it was such a huge issue.
WTF
running away? FINE
but missing for 4 days is too much.
TOO MUCH.
how can she not call me or ju or anyone???
Sumhow i dun believe tt fuckin guy. Bastard.
babe,if u cant rmb my friggin number it's 96877117, CALL ME!

many many things to look forward to!

editted
Here is e schedule:
it's 10/10/2010 today.

14.10.10-Coaching to K.L for Adam Lambert's concert (WOOTSSS!)
16.10.10-HalloweenHorrors @ Nightsafari
23.10.10-Kpop concert to see BigBang yo! (T.O.P is love)
25.10.10-Pay Day
fast forward
6.11.10-Changi's Dinner&Dance
mid.11.10-Some kpop band concert at Bedok Reservoir -_-'' (better NOT be B2st.)
15.11.10-Mum's bday and My 22nd party
17.11.10-Bavaria & Austria holiday Here I Come!
19.11.10-Nessa's 22nd
26.11.10-the very important date obv,my 22nd! And i return from e trip

there after is just a picture blur
Are my subtle hints getting too obvious or are you getting smarter?

wassup sept

Just came back home from Paramount's Dimsum

Not too bad,slight allergy but all's fine..
Talked a lil,realised there's still hope for us..
Anyway,been workin on the ward's fundamentals for about 2 months now
So this is one of it... Quite proud,despite wad all my ward ppl say,to those people who have known me since Primary School
They all know i'm not the arty farty kind.
Never took art seriously,so im kinda proud of myself!
=D

So anyway we had Jalan Raya a couple of weeks before,it might just be my last with this gang.
God,i'll miss them so..
And Juby's elder sis just got married
So i'd finally met my 2 babies ytd after a DAMNNN long time.Realised that i am quite a bitch at work..
Like,scold people,complain bout things not done properly..
Dun even know when all these started. When did this uptight,law by law bitch appear?
What happened to being bo-chap and carefree?
Shall need to rethink my ways.
Is it coz i wanna act all senior or issit me being lazy so i expect people to complete their work properly?
All these ques all these crap.
Please lemme be successful in becoming a nicer person i used to be.
Goodness,please let me be accepted and change my life.

cup once again

Fucker of a neh,chat so happily
facetoface weird only.
Went to the airport to send Swammie off today.
Went early to spy/peep/stalk/look at Cup
goodness
4 years later the EXACT scene replays.
Too close to the girls
*jealousy
Not happy at all.
I was there 4 yrs ago. ME!
sigh.
heart pounded like mad
like MAD
madder than during resus and stuff
Sigh,those days. These days.
But he made my month.
Til the next peep/stalk/spy/looking session.
Probably another 6 months later? or 2 years?
God noes.
I can feel my ulcer healing thanks to him.
=D

=(

winnie,eugene,my condolences.

you.

Shaari oh Shaari.
Was on e phone wid yazid and thought of you.
Went to ur FB and went thru ur wall.
Im sorry i still have not visited you.
Sighhhh my heart aches so badly,the tears won't stop and e nose is blocked.
Honestly,haven't dug u up from my heart for quite some time.
Im sorry. I'll make it next week,even if i were to be alone.
It's my personal promise.
Just want to visit you,show u i care
Cause you were important.
As zid said,i didnt have a chance to tell u much before you left.
He's way closer,but i love you too.
I still remember how the hugs felt coz u were so big.
I still remember so fucking clearly that morning Yazid called me.
I was asleep.
Woke to see a miss call from Zuraidah and sense something wrong,
But went back to sleep, 5mins later Yazid called and i answered.
He said those words in sucha quiet voice.
The exact words still ring.
And then there was silence.
It didnt register and i said to him "How?" He didnt noe. I replied that i'll call him back.
And then everything was a blur.
Never again.
*
miss u so.
cant stand e heartache.

new chapter hopefully

too much.

We seeing Beast was too much.

Suffered from fever and very bad sunburns

But tt last look at Doojoon in e van smiling was even more "toomuch"

LOL!!!

Many many events have passed.
Saw Leekuanyew at the YOG concert

Saw and shook President nathan's hand for Istana Nurse's Day

Saw darlin Doojoon

And today,i went down to SIM to apply for my Degree.

Shock much? Til now,i still don't believe i did it.

We'll hafta wait til November to see if they actually want me. GPA is as low as 0.

wahahaha

If this falls through,it's e beginning of a new chapter. Anxious as anxiety can be.

*prays

Lookin forward to Bigbang,2ne1 and beast's comeback in Sept.
Then we'll fastforward to Oct where they might drop by.

Then fastforward again to Nov for e big Barvaria Trip.

Then to Jan where Japan is KIV and Suju's SS3 is confirmeddddd *jumps.
Then Feb is the start of being a student again (if it's all smooth)

=D

BEAST!!!!

OMGGG
got back from YOG celebration concert
*Everyday i shock SHOCK!
*Everynight i shock SHOCK!
Beast!! Doojoonie is sooo hawtttttt
Me and Joyce waited for 12hrs!!
Freakin tanned. I mean BURNT!!
but... the moment we saw him wave and smile from e van,we were 16 yr olds all over again!!

bavaria/austria

If god permits,i'll see u in nov. LOL!

1-8 degrees,good luck to our soon-to-be-frozen-asses.

OMG

too excited.

I've always wanted to see this,and may this want happen.

famfamfamm

Just saw this in the inbox..Mummy C has sent it to all the siblings asking for help.
With the headline "HEADACHE.. tell me what to do with HER!!!!!!
LOL!
Goodness,she's gonna be 18 soon. My lil sis is really growing up too fast!
Think the 3 bros are ready to beat this guy up
tsk tsk tsk...
As long as she's happy laaa
Too cute, this family.
And oldest bro broke up wid tt moneyminded lady,poor bro..
Heart broken like no other
It's really dad's retribution. Sigh.

birdies karaoke underwaterworld badminton pee

It's been an interesting 2 weeks.
Met up vid me polynurses after 2 years..
=D
luvluv,tho dinner at Sakae wasnt veh good.
Choc fondue at hagen daz-first time for me thanks.

And Bling* FINALLY met me up for the Birdie park which i managed to get 1/2 price tkts from the hosp.
Smelly,and TWICE major birdshitrain splattered right in front of us. INFRONT i say.
Thank god we were armed with brollies and the park's brochure.
Never walking in the open unsheltered. Great laugh.
My fav were Pelicans. Hugeness,smelly but too cool.We decided to head for Despicable Me after the very smelly n sweaty birdpark.
Considerate enuf to air ourselves before plonking in the theatre.
"FLUFFAYYYY!"
I had quite a night shift. Demented patients neh mind.
Had the honour of an uncle peeing in my hand- nehh mind.
I shout and he says VEHHH annoyingly :"Aiyah! Only a few drops what!"
WTF.
As if i was born to let him piss on my hand thanks. Argh. Ungratefulness.

Anyway met Pris for Badminton the week before and our usual steamboat and karaoke at katong ytd.
Spent $500 on my javanese massage package too
ooh. Lemme intro my new love number 3 = b2st's leader DOOJOON ♥ ♥*Lovessssssss
*swoonss
*faintssss
*diesssss


And last nite Gladys and me had this BRILLIANT idea of bringing Leah to the underwater world.
Almira came too. Oh god,we had 2 kids,a pram,3 brollies,3 huge bags to handle up and down slopes and the shuttle bus.

Not THAT fun.
But highlight was............
THIS!
i swear,i tot it was easy peasy.
Me,almost cried holding the friggin head

I look happy but i was quivering!!

And after the LONG LONG LONGGG day at sentosa,met these 3 PRIMARY school girlies at bugis.
Ate crap lot,had to drag ourselves to desert (yes,me INSIST) and

we rolled ourselves home. LOL!

It's been 11years. We'll make it til at least 81 ya?
=D

wtf

why?
this fezzah told me "kak bun,we do HIV test tgt,coz only left the 2 of us haven do at ward. MUST do together."
and today,i realised she did it without me thru FB.
this candy and me have been planning for months to get our wisdom tooth extraction TOGETHER.
and today,after a week of no contact,she bbms me and says "i just did my extraction"
why?
and these two are close friends.
i dun get it.
i need to rethink stuff.
the heart is a lil broken

=D

Just back from the ward chalet.

Fun til about.. 11?

LOL

then headed back.

Much bbq food. Chicken wings were YUMMAY!

lost a couple of bucks in Blackjack.

spent a nite at Marina Bay sands..

The hotel screams LUXURYYYYYY!!

the most breathtaking thing was the swimming pool on the top floor.

But no matter what,i cant believe people PAY to just tour it.

Nonsense la.

miss u boy.

im a yummyfunnylucky gummy bear!

have u heard the gummibear song?!?!
wahahah!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qC_hF31z130
have to!
anyway,i duno wad to update.
Just finished suju's dream team.. love them la.
my teukie's eng? Spannnntangggular
LOL!
yes..jump jump jump.. yes.. SUCCESS!
wahahahahahaa!
*lovessssss

done.

too tired.
eyes are dying and burning.
not very satisfactory.
mabbe we had too much the last time round.
but still blissful

Superbly excited for tomorrow's Suju event.
but currently,palms are sweating coz u're back.
seriously,im gonna clear things up.

helloooooooooooooooooooo dongteukie

=D

im, currently, blogging and giggling to myself

sooo happy.

I ended work at 10 today and headed to Jurong at 12mn to get suju's showcase's tkts.

dying coz pocket burn big whole

and dying from happiness

omggggggggggggggggggggggggg

YESSHAAAA!