=(

Being a nurse.

We all have so much to learn.

The fear of being left behind is far too great.

Yet there's nothing i can do about it.

*

Our smiles seem to be getting fainter as we're more exposed.

*

And the fears themselves,

so hard to overcome.

Even harder to overcome are the tears tt result.

The overturn in my stomach when

she lashed out today was so great,

it shocked even myself.

Never tot i could be so afraid of sumthing.

*

No cause to be afraid,tt's true

But as i said,it's hard.

I'm glad i survived.

Tho sadly,i admit,i only survive because i'm an avoider

A poltroon, u may call me.

*

Tini opened my eyes to sumthing else today,

Something that..

That is crazy.

LOL.

I was practically speechless

She's having a rough time now

=)

*

Be strong.

We'll pull thru everything together ya?