crisis

crisis.

Needs some help

I dunno wat's wrong wid the world.

They only seem satisfied only wen one is down.

I need a carefree lifestyle,like my brothers,dad,sisters.

What i don't need is to be like my sister,aunty,mum.

I belong at that side. Not this.

*

Encaged is It.

It gets so desperate tt it broke the lock wid it's own strength.

It was the strength from breaking tt lock which scared it's owner,

the owner promised breathers time to time.

The encaged,thinks.. "we'll see."

gd n horrid

Life sucks sometimes

At times,it's down right hilariousssss

=)

=(

Being a nurse.

We all have so much to learn.

The fear of being left behind is far too great.

Yet there's nothing i can do about it.

*

Our smiles seem to be getting fainter as we're more exposed.

*

And the fears themselves,

so hard to overcome.

Even harder to overcome are the tears tt result.

The overturn in my stomach when

she lashed out today was so great,

it shocked even myself.

Never tot i could be so afraid of sumthing.

*

No cause to be afraid,tt's true

But as i said,it's hard.

I'm glad i survived.

Tho sadly,i admit,i only survive because i'm an avoider

A poltroon, u may call me.

*

Tini opened my eyes to sumthing else today,

Something that..

That is crazy.

LOL.

I was practically speechless

She's having a rough time now

=)

*

Be strong.

We'll pull thru everything together ya?

AhMu's Last Day

Today was Ah Mu' last day... sadness pls.
would love to upload pics but my com crashed on me.
Think all my stuff is gone by now.
so here i am,blogging via my new omnia.
pathetically holding the stylus and tapping away.
If u do read this Ah mu,do noe tt u're missed.
u were the one whom we,nyp students,were so happy to work with.
u were the one tt gave me,a total stranger,advice to survive in 44 by carrying sweets. tt time by the fish pond.
u were the one whom made me feel so appreciated even tho i oni did a dressing tt shift,3months ago.
u were the one wid THAT scary face n moods but always ALWAYS apologised for it.
u were the one wid sweets but u'll not be remembered oni for tt.
u were the one who's bike had the honour of having my royal butt sit on it. FIRST TIME summore!
Thx ah mu for simply tolerating being called sucha unglam name like AH MU.
thx for all these,everything,and so so much more.

The mandai adventures

24(steamboat) + 10(Zoo) + 8(cab) +32(books) +20(vcd) + 3(file) = $97 (today)
Whooo.
After almost 2 years of promises,
we FINALLY made it to Mandai together.
The second we crossed the gate,
It POURED like nobody's business..
So we went for a KFC lunch and ..
2 girls at the zoo became
2 fugly green ponchos at the zoo.
LOL..
Tada!
And wat turned out to be the BEST thing anyone there cud ask for:
The ponchos were somewhere near magical.
It was mad raining but we hardly felt the rain at all!!
Walked around without a care in the world.
=)
Animals were still out so it was GOOD,
and it stopped after an hour or so.
We saw 2 pythons swallowing mice.
Seriously,pure luck.
I tell you..
these free-walking around blue birds are evil.
I tried to squat behind them to take picture
and they started to fan their tails at me!
As if,farting in my face.
Next thing i know..
*PIAK! *PIAK! *PIAK!
their wings are held way up and they're going bonkers!
OMG..
It's been a long time sinced i screamed the way i did..
My fave! Some cotton-ear monkey.
Too cute!Seriously? 5 bucks?!These beautiful butterflies REFUSED to land on my hands.
I probably used a lil too much bug repellent.

Tt's it folks.

Lastly, how am i to work in a zoo when i can hardly bring myself to pee there???? *sigh*

Clubbing cm. Can't wait. Can you?

so much. n bash.

Took M.C on mon,
guess god is trying to slow me down a lil..
overworked.


=)



shan't talk bout work..


Met up wid Candy n Yen ytd,
Laughter and a talk tt was longgg dued.
Supposed to meet Bling* today but cancelled.
=(

Marie XiuXiu got UTI-Urinary Tract Infection..
so visited her wid Farhana,Tang n Candy.
LOL..UTI..


Onto Faridah's Home for a farewell kinda bash for Ah Mu.
Omg.. First bike ride ever.
=)
Too cool!!!!2 outta the 4 kids there. Very adorable pls!Zu,me,Zul,Hasnah,Shahira

Tania and AmberI told Ah Mu, "Gimme ur most sick look." And i got this.. LOL!!!=) All the best.

the weekends OFF

Packed, on my off weekend
Started off wid Teochew porridge at ToaPayoh ytd wid the sisters..
ate soo much...
Two Fishes,Two plates of meat,Fried egg,Salted egg,Steamed pork wid eggyolk, Toufu.. etc.But a FULL dinner is NEVER enuf,
swensens happened after tt..
Met Gladys this afternoon for our usual Prawn Mee!! LOL.. Twice in a week pls.Went to draw money before heading to Zouk.
Watch this..
A DRIVE THRU ATM!!!
call me dumb but this was my first time..
TOO COOL!!!
withdrew the much needed cash and..
On to Zouk Flea wid her.
MADNESS..Bought a couple of lil stuff here and there..
Went on to Pasir Ris park to meet Almira and family for Blading.
Dinner wid the family and home to bathe and catch the exciting part of the table tennis matchAfter tt,met Gladys n Dagan (again) for a late nite movie of "Meet Dave-MingChang"
Lol.. the most random,nonsense show ever..
but funny,no doubt
=)

Oh yes,my current new thing

Lotsa Love.

Weet!!!

Tini's 20th

Ward was FINE today.

=)
Only Team 3 has it's set of horrors.
anyway,met Miss Pris after a long long time of absence.

Went over to Parkway to eat my FAVOURITE steamboat!

*i turned her into a fan too*

There was this random balloon shop thingy wid sumthing like a "farm-area" tt was ENTIRELY ADORABLE!!

The balloon animals looked so cute tt i couldn't resist grabbing a pic..

See?!?!?!?

Rushed over to the ward again for Ms Tini's b'day

"HAPPY 20th BABE!!"

Sadly,it was spent at QiJi with oni me and Shahirah..

Ya,i noe, we'll make it up to u another day larrr

B'day girl seemingly happy wid the pressies

Pic after meeting Muffin Man (screams!!!)And if u see some fallen billboard outside CGH.. well..

heh heh..

oops..

Good doggy!

A dog stood guard over her owner's body for up to six weeks
after the man committed suicide
Cash, his German shepherd,
was found beside him,
thin and dehydrated
but still alive.
The dog had apparently survived by eating mice and rabbits
The cause of death wasn't immediately determined
but authorities found a gun nearby
Investigators said the dog probably kept coyotes away from the body

*Love and loyalty.

Rome is good
But so is Africa.
Mabbe we'll end up in Genting.
=(

ndp

Happy National Day!
=)
It seems just like ytd tt i was at last yr's parade
Sigh,time's passing too fast!Met up wid piano and peeps couple of days back
Good food~
Crazily full..



=D

Ward was good.

My Ang Guan Leong is back.

ever so cute

=)

lol..

Wheeeew-Weet!My last night FINALLY.
worse and last.
had 4 admissions
2 patient's wid 2hourly h/c
1 intubation.
Too much.
Exhausted..
i think can only blame myself.
Confident tt last nite sure relax.
Even brought my book.
In the end,didn't even get to flip a page.
My bad,sorry.
=)
It was good tho.
good experience.

i can't sleep.

i woke at 3pm.

i'll be soo damn tired later.

anyway,looking forward to my last night

=)

wheeee..

and to huikim(below),

*

Happy 20th!!

*

tt's NOT me by the way.

midnite shift

I'm into my 2nd night now. 4th cycle of night.
I do love night shift.
Low-stress level.
No hustle and bustling.
Even tho the weirdest types do come out at night.
Ytd i had an Ah Pek, spent the nite choosing corners of the ward to pee.
Walking around,
refusing to sleep,
opening the isolation room door to sit on the floor, Stark naked.
As i said.. ALL SORTS come out at night..
This evening,as i was pushing my bangladesh patient to the toilet (even tho he shud be fully able to go himself), i thought to myself..
Wat am i doing??
wat are my friends doing at this point of time?
and wat am i doing here?!?!
*sigh
but the answer came.
as i went to the front counter to see...
=)
and also wen my cute bed 22 smiled so sweetly,
and thanked me for the 100th time (dementia) for simply caring for him.
*
So i've decided,
no matter how short the period tt i am gonna be a 'missy',
i will do my best for all my ah gongs and uncles.
Only because they bring much joy in my sad sad life..
=)

**
anyway,tang, do cheer up.
it makes me worried tt u're so upset.

Farhana's asking after u too.

break away.

I'm back from a very very short trip out seawards.
stupid aquarius. here i was thinking it was bigger and nicer.
Only to find it smaller,older and eeyer-er than my old virgo
=(
watever it was,the sea and sausage were the reasons and the sea and sausages i got.
LOL

BBQ buffet!
=D
=)

Relakkk oni..
The cabin~ The $60 chocolate we decided to indulge in.

Half gone before i could even get a picture of it (blames the sister)

The balcony
Having fun,u can actually see my sad sad bruise.And the setting of the sun.

Slept almost half the time.

I need to think more!