i remember

I remember my last mins with Dabo in mum's van.

Trying desperately to take the as many last few pics with him in my arms.

I remember putting him back in the carrier.

Turning my head,leaving the car without a backward glance.

I remembered how my eyes burned and my lips trembled.

I remember walking into the ward and seeing nessa.

I remember bursting out in tears,not being able to control the ache in my heart.

I remember the pain so vividly.