Friday, May 09, 2008

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People
Do click
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I5ALIL7T764
u will love itttt
I'm a happy girl after reading nangnang's comments
like,i really tot tt it was the beginning of the end of our closeness and friendship
But,u are dear
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Editted-
Wat can i say about the outing tt was planned a month ago?

It's not tt i'm complaining tt i've worked soo hard for this

i don't mind,planning such shit for a big grp

but it's the fact tt

none of u try.

I cancelled it the first time as i was convinced no one will go

But,u ppl convinced me tt it'll work,

we shud meet.. so i bring it back on and planned.

Now,is it not back to square one?

As much as Farhana managed to hurl a string of obscenities,

i sat in the lecture hall wid Nessa and started laughing.

One by one,msges came in to say how they can't make it or how

they'll meet later

or leave earlier

etc etc.

It came down to me,Farhana,Tang n Bhinisa

It was a big joke wasn't it?

I swore once,tt i would NEVER EVER plan another outing

and i did..

digging my own grave i call it

Ask me to point at someone to blame,to be angry at for not

prioritising,and i can't

coz i can oni point tt measly finger at myself.

I can't get angry wid any of my friends but i AM angry wid

the freaking situation.

Like.. have i not tried hard enough?

It's not meeting just for the sake of MEETING

it's the fact tt i wanna catch up wid u guys..find out how

u've been and wat's new..

are u people,just NOT interested in wat ur frens,

for the last 3 yrs,have been up to?

how they've been? Are we just not tt impt to each other?

Wat is wrong wid all of u?

It's not like,i told u guys only ytd tt we're meeting today where u say

"ok,i have something on tml,but i'll meet after my appointment"

No.. it's me telling u ppl 3 weeks ago

and u guys tell me 2 days before tt

"oh,ytd my fren ask me meet tml,so even tho u told me

3 weeks ago,tt we're going out,i meet my friend first,

MAYBE i'll meet u guys after that"

Tell me. Wat the hell?

3 people gave me tt excuse, 2 days before

2 just can't make it,3 days before

2 told me before hand they'll have to meet later

4 could go.

Wat could i do?

As i said,i sat in the lecture hall wid Nessa and laughed

using our fingers to count down my dearest frens

and their excuses

Prioritising is the problem as nessa says

And I,and our whole group are OBVIOUSLY not ur priority

even tho we DID reserve tt spot

THAT date,3 weeks ago

Today.

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