answer me

If i were to call you at 2am in the morning
sobbing saying
"can i come over to ur place?"
or
"can meet me,i dun wanna go home?"
will you,from your sleep get up,
ears open and find out why?
will you master all the concern in your voice
even if u had to use the little energy u had left?
will you say,"of course!" in an instant?
would you even pick up the phone?

After meeting pris,
i realised tt i've done this a handful of times for my dearest people.
But only today,when she brought it up,
i thought..
If i were in such a situation,without me,helping myself
which of you will?
sad to say,
none come to mind.
mabbe if it were day time,
it'll be different
but in the mid of the night when you need someone the most..
i doubt

i had one,
once upon a time
when Dabo caused so much pain
But time passes
the comfortable silence fades
and sadly,i'm left with no emergency friends..

Not tt my frens ain't great,
You all are!
But none of you seem able to make the step.

I can already imagine the awkward reasons..
"Parents at home,u can't come over"
"Too late,i can't go out"
"Sleeping"
"Tml got school/work"
"Don't be crazy and just go sleep!"
"We'll settle it tomorrow"
I guess i'll just have to avoid getting myself in such situations
Seeing her cry,made me wanna cry too.