But Adam Lambert has redeemed American Idol's place in my hearttttt!

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Squeezing at my heart
While tears roll reluctantly to the end of the eyes
and glide down the face,
feel so much sorrow
the world is not as bright
It makes me so cold inside, the fear.I hate to think i'm the oh-so-goody-protected-covered-girl
But relevations points fingers at me.
It's times like these where the ache for someone special is so damn overwhelming..
it knocks your breath.

Beyond my wildest dreams.
But then,mabbe they weren't that wild from the beginning.
Fuck you.





We literally laughed til we rolled over
Then we spent the nite out.
=)
And as a bonus they got an 
Jap,







