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Life

so,change did happen.

It started on monday night.

Me n Tini watched the coffin at 2.45am.

caught the sunrise.

Planned to go on an impromptu trip to batam

(which didn't fall thru as we both fell asleep)

Went home to bathe n then rushed to meet Nessa at east point

for her post nite breakfast.

Went over to Sangeetha's hse tt evening for Deepavali dinner.

and stayed over at JuJu's place.

Went over to orchard and met Cartini where 3 of us got our hair done.

Me n Ju had the biggest change

And then Dinner where Raindeer joined us

There after i went over to Katong to sing Karoke til 1am

and slept over at Sheralynn's place

And from there this morning,did the eyebrows

and went to work

which brings us back to Wed

Sigh.

How fun life is.

I'm back on track.

Like totally.

I'm meeting Cartini.
It's 0100hrs.
It's the start or my strike against No-Life-ness.
Change is coming.

Where are u?

Life is sad.
i'm over this whole thing.
Like over it.
*
I guess everyone looks for the reason for living.
Sadly,i like most others,have not found the reason
Everything i do seems meaningless overall
Sure,i laugh,cry,enjoy,go crazy,scream..
But at the end of the day,meaningless.
*
One of the cutest uncles i've ever nursed was a 92yr old man
Had the most kind eyes.
Reason for consultation was : A cough
Reason for admission: No one to take care of him at home.
No outstanding medical issues
He walks around, eats his food, no need of oxygen.
Entirely indepedent.
Why then?
Admitted as if this was the only place he could go.
It made me soo upset.
How i wish i could have housed this man.
Have u guys ever felt so in love with ur patients and so upset wid their background that you wished u had the ability to bring them home and take care of them?
*
It seems bleak at this moment.
We'll have to see.
At the time being,the sole meaning in life is Iceland,it's a big goal
But i'll be there.
=)

Happy 20th Shann Foo

We spent many memorable times tgt,from the first day i punched u n made ur nose bleed. i should apologise shouldn't i? Gimme another year.

=P

good memories

Hmph.
It's fine.
All these will end with a smile on my face with good memories
to laugh back on
to giggle when i remember.
I'll remember you.
*
The Goodnight,beautiful book was too compelling.
The feelings were all mixed
and mashed up into the small chamber called the heart
Tossed and turned,
flattened and spreadout..
only to be mashed together again
and then torn apart
The love was that powerful.
Only in fairy tales n happily-ever-afters..

Hoho
=)
Bought 3 books today from Borders.
I do hate the 3 for 2 promo..
Tempts me beyond control
And they will be added to my book family
This is my lappie's wallpaper that reminds me of my goal.
Iceland.

Out wid Pris
Heh heh.. the main point is my favourite Mini Steamboatyyy Went over to Faridah's place yet again to watch some ghost thai show.

Sigh.

I do hate horror movies.

*runs to start reading*

counting down

5 days to Cmi
12 days to Music Man (blue lightsticks)
24 days to Shanghai
=)

Mustafa n porridge

Showing off the Blings at Mustafa

Supper wid Gladys ended up at ToaPayoh for Oasis's porridge

and a nite out at Mustafa

Only got home at 2am.

Leah is sooo adorable!

*

Work today was...

Sigh.

Me n Cherry in team 1

That's all.

4 chest tube patients

3 damn jialat.

I was praying n praying my tt bed wun collapse on me.

Then,at the moment when i was thinking that,

i heard my pt's relative say

"Eh.. i bought u alot of Pau! got Char siew n Chicken"

Walaoooo...

Slap can?

Lucky he's fine,pushed him infront to Team 3.

Life is seems really long at this moment.

The off day of the year

Woke up bright and early to meet Baboon at T.M for Mac's breakfast.
Apparently,the other mac at tampines was burnt.
Anyway,Sister Candice came along and guess wad we went to buy?
Heh heh.
And then,we walked around the cutey shops.
I said i wanted to buy this yellow sesame street pencil case coz it was kinda love at first sight
But Candice say "Not nice,and it was expensive too. Go Mini toons see got any nice one."
Nothing.
I went to Times to look at books.
When parting ways she turned and said "Eh,help me hold this!!"
*Thrusts plastic bag to me*
I saw!
The case was bought for me!
Omg. i was like.. CRAZY!
then i was glad really really glad.
Coz before tt i was telling myself,"siala.. regret just now nvr buy"
=D
So touched. It was just a gift.
Just a gift. for nothing
=)
heee
so went on to meet Woman at Parkway wid intentions of my Favourite steamboat
But the Mcgriddles i had earlier was still hanging around somewhere in the stomach
So we walked and decided on sumthing "lighter".

And a couple of cam-whoring moments
It was a greatttttt Off day.

Unlike poor Boon who had to go back to work.

Now awaiting Miss Gladys to call me for supper.

It's now the "Kinky Black Shirt"

Horrid Horrid day.

Bad Bad day.

morning shift,stayed til 6PM sia..

Omg.

Alone in T1. Thank god for Sister Candice.

*

3 discharges.

One of them disappeared widout documents.

1 transfer to SGH wid chestube.

1 MICU transfer in.

1 Iso transfer out to Ward 17.

1 Iso transfer in.

5 patients on Chesttube.
1 Lumbar Puncture.
1 massive double wound dressing the size of my head.

(The patient whom which was NEVER in the ward.)

My head. Exploding sia.

*
Finally met up wid raindeer,cartini & shahirah @ Mr Teh-Tarik's for food.

Brought Vodka,Sprite go condo pool side-drink laugh talk


Giddy sia.
*
finally can rest a lil..

I swear i heard " Angelyn "

Just a week ago i had 3 unsettled businesses
1)The trip- Settled n paid for
2)Peer support- Bit my tongue and survived
3)V.Au + J.L- It's over,i'm in Team 1 tmr onwards
Now,that's a huge burden off my shoulders..
*
BaNgau,i'm simply glad to be able to have a chance to show my appreciation at all.
=)
Now..
I have a couple more problems
(isn't life like tat? once u settle stuff,other shit pop up)
1)LeeHom concert
2)Week wid cmi around

let's hope life takes it easy on me.
They take Ah Mu n BaNgau away from me.
Ju ju n raindeer away for the time being too.
It's only fair for me to have it easier.

Jalan Raya

It was Jalan Raya for the 44 people ytd.

Oh boy..

1)Zuraidah's place (fried kway teow)
2)Nadia's place (Laksa and nutella cake)

3)Khairani's Place (Spicy noodles)

4)Faridah E's place (Pasta,shepard's pie, chix wing)

5)Hasnah's Place (2 whole grilled chicken,potato salad)
6)Yazid's Place

7)Faridah A's Place

8)Shaari's Place

LOL!!!

Crazy full. Crazy tired.

Yet we were on to PLAY at night.

kinda drank a lil too much again.

Roger's soooooo sweet!!

Had no idea wat time i got home,

but definately earlier than i intended

coz they dragged me outta the club la!!

irritating.

Too much.

Time for pics:

=)

i look damn ridiculous,

like some Mak Cik from the 80's or a MAID!!!
"Cik Buntal"

Thanks Ah Mu for the ride around!! The ladies of 44. The kids that brought much laughter.

Shaari cutting THE CHICKEN!

*yum.

2 cars,2 bikes.

14 people,5 kids.

It's a wonder..

"Hello"
said a quiet musical voice.

So we went to cheenatown rite..

To do our business rite..

Ended up wid a 'overly much' cheesecake treat rite..

geez. Hot Vanilla.

whee

Shanghai Nights

=)

Wo Lai Ye.

difficult

Juju had her op done.

meeting her for lunch tmr

guess it's gonna be a one sided conversation since she can hardly speak.

It was my dearest Bangau's last day today.

i wun have my preceptor to lean on anymore,

but the fact tt she's left has not seeped in yet.

Oh boy.. oh boy.

i cannot believe she's leaving me too........

i didn't even get a hug..

but she'll be back (i hope) a SSN!!

=)

The peer support is over and done.

a little weird but the staff was nice.

Hope Jacq gets past it too,

tho i doubt we'll ever get over it.

*

So i'm down to 2 things:

1)The trip (NESSA!!!)

2)V. Au ++

Zu:

I dunno how to thank u with words.

Or to show u how appreciative i am for all that u've given and offered

Ur shoulder whenever i cried, which was often enuf.

A hug when i really really needed it,wen i felt no one in the ward was on my side.

A scolding when i deserved one. (heh heh)

Guidance which was as basic as it got.

A concerned expression when everything seemed to be in a mess

And most of all ur friendship.

=D

lotsa luuurve BaNgau.

Do come back and see how much stronger i've grown (fingers crossed)

LOL!!

u're safe

I'm glad i managed to calm down.
I've been in a crazy state of mind these 2 days
Couldn't help being overly upset and overly worried.
He's fine so i'm much better too.
I'm correcting the mistakes that were put out like flyers.
Case closed.
Now,my worries are:
1) The trip
2) The week to come wid my TWO biggest nightmares.
3) The awkardness of peer support to come

My worries

life is difficult now.

i worry much.

i can't face my beloved ward.

rumours are going crazy.

Everything is being blown out of proportion

like.. EVERYTHING

Not a single sentence is the truth except for ONE.

"He came,we cried."

That was the only truth i was able to find.

it's sad and ridiculous.

Those ppl that thing u noe,u don't.

Not at all.

=)))

LOL!

And the last laugh came from me.

popaih dayy

Huuuuuuu..
*breathes in and out*
Ate overly much.
it's been 3 years since i last had my grandma's popiah
how we do it is,popiah skin, eggs,prawns,veg,peanuts,sauce all laid out seperately
So it's something like a "Build-Ur-Own-Popiah" thing
There's where i get a lil carried away
Full of eggs and sauce... x5
i noe..
5 popiahs?!?!?!
Sheesh..

But i can't help myself.
My mum ate 5 too!
LOL..
Went over to compass point for awhile
Bought bag full of sweets
I see the importance of succeeding Ah Mu in this sweets business
we need to have a sweet in our mouths more often.
Smile ppl.
Suddenly,i'm back in the 44 mood.
=D

"Good evening, Ward 44, Angelyn speaking."