home..
tang's wid me..last min decision to stay over at my place..
she see leehom til happy like hell pls..
told her,wid me,she will have more idols to go mad over..
he was cute..
*LOL
bryan wong,star idol guy went up stage for the handshake session too..
whoa..he is quite cute after all..his dimples at least..
tt's bout it..
the details mostly in tang's blog..
so here are just a couple of pics la..

the mood was gone..
had bio lecture from 11-12,i didn't listen to my i-pod for once..
BUT i listened to tang's MP3..
watever..anyway..
walked about,ate,slacked in the library til it was time for Mr Ivan's elective..
he may be a nice guy and all but leadership was boring...
boring..
boring..
me n marie were drawing our names..
trying to cool down huh?
Ben's the class rep..i wanted marie to be assistant..
too bad..next time,ben..
but all hail ivan loh,he ended class at 3pm..
elective was oni one hour..did we not choose the right course or wat?

...
went on to marina wid them for swensens..
just as the food was put down infront of me,my mum called,asking wat time i'll be back..
i told her and hung up..
straight away another call came,DON
i tot,ya..he's probably gonna ask went i'm goin over like every usual week..

...
i hear her cry silently and i started too..
i couldn't speak,she couldn't speak..
but i noe she was still on the phone..
we were just silent for so long while i cried..
i could hear her mewling at the other end..
cried and trembled even more..
after i could finally get my voice i said:"i tok u later.."
*bam*
i just couldn't stop trembling..
why the fuck?! why so stupid?!


...
i rmb in secondary skool i looked at some of my classmatez and swore tt i wun let sheral become a bimbo..
but i failed..so i tot,bimbo nvm,as long as dun smoke and steal..
now..i dun even noe wat to do..

...
i do feel bad tt week after week she calls me..
her:"Jie........ this week u coming over? wanna go blading?"
i:"dun think so..next week?"
her:"huh?? everytime oso say next week.. u confirm?? promise ah! next week ok! i tell papa,u cannot dun come ah!"
so..the supposedly tasty food turned totally tasteless..
i swallowed the food all the same..
it was silence for a weird period of time as the rest probably didn't now how to react..
i'm sorry,but we were back on track weren't we?
thx to them,i forgot bout tt matter for a while tho i know it was in my mind somewhere..
sure our family children have always been playful..
throwing chalk at teacher,playing truant,copying in exams..etc..
but nothing against the freakin law..
stupid girl..stupid girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but,thank god elective ending early or i may have just cried there..
thank god,we went out or i'll be just crying my eyes out at home..
just thank god for the little things tt helped me..
bless tt stupid loved sister of mine and let her see her wrongs please..

skool started at 12..
again the question went across me:"did u study yesterday?"
and the ans went past me AGAIN:"ya..a little","I did!"
like.................omg pls..
**
were tokin bout sex,oral sex,gays etc wen bhinisa came to sit next to me..
(all the bio on penises and vaginas does tt to us u see...)
i told them bout -C-&-K-..
how sweet they were..but obviously not everyone agreed..
i mean,come on ppl..open up a little..
they're normal ppl..not some two-headed beings..
why feel so repulsed just becoz u're unlike them?
mabbe coz i practically grew up in an all gal's skool..
lesbians...bungs...wat's new?!
same wid gays..
-sigh-
watever..some comments on thier blogs are so hurting..
stupid ppl..so unfeeling!
*****
anyway..i "stole" something..
*LOL funny shit..
i can't believe it..wahaha..
well,it doesn't ACTUALLY count as stealing..but..
it's funny..made my day..
i wanted it so badly..heex!
since it belonged to no one..(mabbe the trees)
i took it..haha..
***
lab was amazing..
roger is realli good..he's like the best lecturer i noe..
the one tt can realli teach! everyone agrees
i'm NOT gonna get into shit for tokin bout lecturers again..
so oni PLEASANT comments ya?

i noe i blogged ready
but i'm blogging again..
went to lotsa gay blogs..
felt so much for them..
it was sweet..stella n ziyi say sick..
but wen u read it,u can actually feel how deeply they love each other..
it's sweet..they're just like normal guy-gal relationaship..
mabbe SWEETER..more honest wid each other..
*sigh......
was intending to slp like an hour ago..switched off me com ready..
laid in bed for like 10 mins and felt like crying..
Nessa,u noe..the same thing as wen u were online..
i hate this..so i switched on the PC and transfered a pic to my phone..
just a small part revealed..tt's enuf to keep me going..
i popped a flu tablet to make me slp well..
hopefully..

school ended like..12 today but we,the HARDWORKING ppl,stayed back for project
didn't do much of a project tho..
but we made an effort!
changed my template..
this one looks more subtle..[is this even the rite word??]
anyway..ya,the last one was more happy i guess..
i am the least bit of happy..
well..these 2 weeks at least..
----
hopefully after seeing him on sat i'll feel betta..leehom i mean..
yay! and mon oso no skool..
which means can see him off..WOOTS
i rmb..seeing him a couple of times..
as talented as he is,he ain't much of a character..
at least wen his manager's around..
i was undoubtedly pissed wen he asked his manager if he could sign my album..
i mean..he's amazingly talented and old enuf and is an ABC..
can't he decide tt for himself?
but tt was a couple of yrs back..2? 3?
so mabbe he is changed..lol
but it doesn't change the fact tt he is madly talented!!!
loving his songs day by day!!
-----
everyone is stressing out..
i can feel the pressure!
like it's week 2!!!
marie! shiqa! goli!
STOP studying!!!
every morning during lecture i hear the question:"did u study ytd?"
the ans comes flying across me:"ya..abit but not much.."
and i go into a daze..
while they all listen and take notes..
i have my i-pod earphones stuck in my ear..
----
BUT today..i had a book..
thx shiqa,for bringing it today..
i LOVE the book..it's called [Double Take] by Brenda Joyce
about twins..amazing..
it made me tear at the ending..
sigh..love love love..
the oods against it..
mabbe it's been too long since i last a book..a month or so?
-----
ATM??haha..

school ended real early today.

did not have a good day due to no-sleep last nite..

then again..since wen was i able to sleep well on sunday nites?

stress is kicking in so badly..

thx to marie!!

stress stress stress..now make me oso stress..

***

doing a couple more personality tests..

here's a summary of a new one..

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i am a ESFJ.. -Extraverted Sensing Feeling Judging-personality

1. Guardians of birthdays, holidays and celebrations, ESFJs are generous entertainers. They enjoy and joyfully observe traditions and are liberal in giving, especially where custom prescribes.
2. ESFJs enjoy being in charge. They see problems clearly and delegate easily, work hard and play with zest. They willingly provide service and expect the same from others.
3. ESFJs are easily wounded. And when wounded, their emotions will not be contained. They by nature "wear their hearts on their sleeves.Frequently boiling over the vexation of thier souls.
4. Strong, contradictory forces consume the ESFJ. Their sense of right and wrong wrestles with an overwhelming rescuing, 'mothering' drive.
5. As caretakers, ESFJs sense danger all around.Not that the ESFJ is paranoid; 'hyper-vigilant' would be more precise. And thus they serve excellently as protectors, outstanding in fields such as medical care and elementary education.

Funtional Analyst

ESFJs have the ability to express warmth, rage, and a range of other emotions. Actions are encouraged or rebuked based on how they affect other people, especially people near and dear to the ESFJ.

according to the test,my PAL is nessa! lol..

how freaky iz tt??

-beware ppl..

************

ESFP - "Entertainer". Radiates attractive warmth and optimism. Smooth, witty, charming, clever. Fun to be with. Very generous. 8.5% of the total population.

Take Free Jung Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com

here are some words i GOPE from the newpaper..

for me,i'm able to connect soo much with these words,thus i'm putting it up here..

go thru it if u want..u might have some relevations just like me..

WHAT makes a man strong:

1. The strength of a man isn't in the width of his shoulders,but in the width of his arms that circle you..
2. The strength of a man isn't in the deepness of his voice,but in the gentle words he whispers..
3. The strength of a man isn't how many buddies he has,but how good a buddy he is with his kids..
4. The strength of a man isn't how respected he is at work,but how respecte he is at home..
5. The strength of a man isn't how hard he hits,but how tender he touches..
6. The strength of a man isn't the hair on his chest,but in his heart that lies in his chest..
7. The strength og a man isn't how many women he has loved,but how well he loves ONE woman..
8. The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift,but in the burdens he can carry..

LIFE is for living,live it

1. There are moments in life when u miss a person so much,you just want to pick them out of your dreams and hug them for real..
2. When the door of happiness closes,another opens..But,often,we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the new one opened for us..
3. Don't go for looks,they can decieve..
4. Don't go for wealth,it can fade away..
5. Go for someone that makes you smile because a smile can make a dark day bright
6. Dream what u wanna dream,go where u wanna go..
7. Be who u wanna be because you only have one life and one chance to do the things you want to do..
8. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past..
9. You can't go forward until you let go of your past failures and heartaches..
10. Live your life so that at the end,you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying..
11. Don't count the years,cout the memories..
12. Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,but by the moments tt take our breath away..

-i was touched by these word..

-hope u found something within them too..

From zy's blog,which was from stella's blog..etc..

Instructions: Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.

Say the following questions aloud, and press play.

Use the song title as the answer to the question.

NO CHEATING!!!

1. How does the world see me? Happy Boys And Happy Girls-Aqua *good
2. Will I have a happy life? Jia Gei Wo{Marry me}-Alex Toh *Whoohooo
3. What do my friends really think of me? True Heart-Tackey & Tsubasa *i'm sure some BEG to differ..
4. Do people secretly lust after me? Liquid Dreams-O-town *OMG..WTF?! see,tis is so inaccurate..*LOL
5. How can I make myself happy? Lang Man Hao{Romantic Stroll}-Zhang A*wei *true
6. What should I do with my life? One Love-Blue *i want tt too..
7. Will I ever have children? Hey Mama-BEP *OMG...funny hell! wahaha!!
8. What is some good advice for me? DangNiGuDanNiHuiXiangQiShui-Zhang DongLiang *hmmm,mabbe it means i SHUD think of tt person more..heh heh!
9. How will I be remembered? Fei Ai Ni Bu Ke{Have to love u}-Pan Weibo *ooohhh...yay!
10. What is my signature dancing song? As Long As U Love Me-BSB *can u imagine me dancing to tt? wahaha!
11. What do I think my current theme song is? Shut Up-BEP *bleah tt's so yester-year..
12. What does everyone else think my current theme song is? Xi Pai{Shuffle Cards}-Nicky Lee ??
13. What song will play at my funeral? Uncle Fucker-South Park *NO no no no!!!!! kill me!
14. What type of men/women do I like? Tong Hua{Fairytale}-GuangLiang *Aww..tt's true..men found only in fairytales i guess..
15. What is my day going to be like? Same Old Brand New U-a1 *Well,tt's speaks volumes huh?

controversy in school pls!
whether it's bout the grp thingy or the friendship thingy..
i wanna say we're at tertiary level..
not primary or much less,secondary school..
why do ppl wanna make things weird and difficult?!
tsk tsk tsk..pls la..

****
anyway,went to tread eyebrows wid jas n tang...
tears just rolled down..haha
rushed over to cine to meet the "whole grp"
turned out oni stella n ziyi..
watched the movie,teared a lil'..AGAIN..
ziyi was crying too!
well,to be fair,it didn't actually drop down BUT her eyes were wet.. Yay!
went to Paragon to fing crumpler bags..
den on to far east to see 77th street..
**
Ziyi bought a crumpler(u freakin rich gal!)
Stella bought a Billabong one..
then i wanted to do manicure..
so Mel met us for like 5 mins and went to eat wid ziyi,
while me n stellz did our nails!
Woohoo!!!!
me LOVE me nails!
me n stella WILL BE nail-buddies once every month..
haha!
tole her the nail-design i picked for my wedding wid him..
and she will be wid me wen i do tt for my big day..LOL!
**
on the way back..i was telling stella bout all the crap happening in poly..
it seems we agree tt these weird ppl can only be found in polys..
she herself have such weird ppl in her class..
wat to do?
-crap-

got this test from stellz blog who got it from mel's blog who got it frm someone else's blog..

***

i am.
~~the Asserter~~

-Test finished!-

you chose AY - your Enneagram type is EIGHT.

"I must be strong"

Asserters are direct, self-reliant, self-confident, and protective.

1. How to Get Along with Me:

• Stand up for yourself... and me.
• Be confident, strong, and direct.
• Don't gossip about me or betray my trust.
• Be vulnerable and share your feelings. See and acknowledge my tender, vulnerable side.
• Give me space to be alone
• Acknowledge the contributions I make, but don't flatter me.
• I often speak in an assertive way. Don't automatically assume it's a personal attack.
• When I scream, curse, and stomp around, try to remember that's just the way I am.

1. 
   What I Like About Being a Eight

• being independent and self-reliant
• being able to take charge and meet challenges head on
• being courageous, straightforward, and honest
• getting all the enjoyment I can out of life
• supporting, empowering, and protecting those close to me
• upholding just causes

1. 
   What's Hard About Being a Eight

• overwhelming people with my bluntness; scaring them away when I don't intend to
• being restless and impatient with others' incompetence
• sticking my neck out for people and receiving no appreciation for it
• never forgetting injuries or injustices
• putting too much pressure on myself
• getting high blood pressure when people don't obey the rules or when things don't go right

1. 
   Eights as Children Often

• are independent; have an inner strength and a fighting spirit
• are sometimes loners
• seize control so they won't be controlled
• figure out others' weaknesses
• attack verbally or physically when provoked
• take charge in the family because they perceive themselves as the strongest, or grow up in difficult or abusive surroundings

1. 
   Eights as Parents

• are often loyal, caring, involved, and devoted
• are sometimes overprotective
• can be demanding, controlling, and rigid

~well..i guess tt speaks for itself doesn't it? the test is quite amazing...

well..back from taking a ride wid Angel..

tired hell.....

bought some groceries back..

read ytds newpaper..

well,the moffatts are back..

at least 2/5 of them..

the identical twins,clint and bob are back as a grp called:"Same Same"

LOL..i used to think they were cute..they STILL are..

lab ended at 7 plus..

i soo understood it! tt male nurse manager is REALLY good..

teaches sooo well..

thank god for him..

****

nothing much on the other end of life..

saw it wen my mum dropped me off this afternoon..

but it disappeared round noon time..

i'm just feeling crappy..

this..all this sucks..it HAS to stop!

****

did some cool star thingy wid a pic of me and ben for my blog's entry page..

heh heh!

-LOVE-

he blogged..

see nessa? CONNECTION!!

i just had tis instinct to click on him one i switched on my PC and he blogged!!

today was a better day than ytd..why?

becoz there's no lab..

***

listening to Xiao Zhu speak english..funny shit..

sounds just like PRCs..

haha!

so i was being mad today going:"SO! u think u wear green very big la!"

:"SO! u wear skirt very big la?? i oso can lor.."

:"SO! u think got necklace then special la! i oso got lor!!"

*LOL*

irritated the hell outta most ppl..wahaha!

oh ya! Marie has fallen for WangXin..

exclaiming tt he is :"SO HOT!"

wahahahahwahahahwahaha!!!!!!!!!

oh ya,must thank him for the leehom cd too!

yunfei gave me a necklace thingy and sunjia gave me a keychain..

***

now i think of wat we saw in tutorial room..

WAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!!!!!

so sick pls!

tml me,shiqa,weewee and marie come skool got sore-eye!

yay!!! wahaha!

how i wish i DID NOT see it!!! spoil EVERYTHING!!!!

well well well..

i'm sick..AGAIN..on the first day of school..

well,i should get used to it shouldn't i?

for the last 12 years tt i actually attended school..

it seems 80% of the time i get sick the day before school reopens..

i used to get scolding frm grandma saying tt:

''U dun wanna go to school tt's why everytime pretend to be sick..''

but..tis time i didn't get tt,for the simple reason tt we're not living together anymore..

i hate being sick..but then,who doesn't?

i just hate it even more tt i'm more prone to colds then most of the people i noe..

****

school was OK i guess..

except for the close shave wid him outside lecture hall J

thank god for my quick processing of the brain,i managed to avoid him..*LOL*

Lab was HORRIBLE..i was almost frozen to death!

so can u IMAGINE how freakin cold it was given my thick layer of body fats??

..it was DAMN cold..

***

Almira's sick wid the temp. of 39.7 degrees..

my mum,as expected,is freaking out at home..

the weird part is,she just doesn't wanna send her to the doc's..

today had 2 things worth mentioning..

first was the second my mum drop me off at the carpark..

*smiles...

tt's it..LOL

***

had a lil' unhappiness over the choosing of electives..

but since it's this way then so be it la..

at least MUCH better than the statistics/logistics rite?

tt one EVEN MORE fail sia..

so i guess lucky to get the leadership...

hmm...

***

had difficulty sleeping last night..

so i kinda mapped my future out..

with my brains,there is NO way to EVER EVER be a veterinarian as i have been dreaming to become since the age of 5..

SO...

i'll try and complete my diploma the best i can (ya rights!)

mabbe get 2 or 3 years of experience as a staff nurse..

and..*drumsroll* (dun laugh..Marie laughed her head off but i'm serious!)

i will go overseas and study and be qualified enough to work in a zoo..

not tt kinda s'pore,malaysia zoo..

but i'm aiming (just an aim) for San Diego Zoo..

California..here i come in 7 years time..

i'm not thinking of like being some analyst or zoologist..

coz i'll need a bachelor in BIOLOGY for tt..

i HATE bio..

LOL..

i can like be a..hmmm.......

cleaner? *LOL* animal feeder? animal bathe-er?

like a health care attendent to a hospital..

i'll be tt to the zoo!! WOOTS!

when i'm 25..tt's my aim...

i just hope i am able to stick to this and reach my goal for life..

***

once again,i swore silently to myself to listen during class..

-not working-

lecture was a passing blur..

lab was a TOTAL blur..

how am i to survive til year 3?

oh ya.. Wang Xin was...*speechless*

LOL!!!

school starts in 6 hours time..

could it be i'm still in my room blogging??

yes..

the elective thing was crap..

can't wait for skool yet i'm dreading it..

things are kinda cleared..at least from my side bout tt thingy..

*sigh.....

i've been at a lost for words since the library..
well..me and tang..
seriously..
we doubted it..coz well,there was just NO reason..
but the proof was just there..
we debated like hell on whether to tell..
how to tell..
but there was no way i could keep it from you..
just no way..
it's for you and her to solve..
i felt tt it's your right to at least know wat we know..
we hope it's some kinda computer mistake..
but then..
crap..
u shouldn't feel bad ok?!
like me,i kinda feel it's my fault it ended up liddat but the truth is..
it's neither mine nor your fault..
just clear EVERYTHING up and if it isn't her..
then it'll kinda be my fault..i guess
i just want u to see watever i saw and make ur own deduction..
if it's the same as mine then i can relax..
if it's me overlooking something..then OMG..i'm soo sorry..
i'm not angry or anything..just feeling weird to be in this intanglement..
sorry..
so do me a favour and double check the IPs in mine and urs and clear it up wid her..
*smile k??

i've been at a lost for words since the library..
well..me and tang..
seriously..
we doubted it..coz well,there was just NO reason..
but the proof was just there..
we debated like hell on whether to tell..
how to tell..
but there was no way i could keep it from you..
just no way..
it's for you and her to solve..
i felt tt it's your right to at least know wat we know..
we hope it's some kinda computer mistake..
but then..
crap..
u shouldn't feel bad ok?!
like me,i kinda feel it's my fault it ended up liddat but the truth is..
it's neither mine nor your fault..
just clear EVERYTHING up and if it isn't her..
then it'll kinda be my fault..i guess
i just want u to see watever i saw and make ur own deduction..
if it's the same as mine then i can relax..
if it's me overlooking something..then OMG..i'm soo sorry..
i'm not angry or anything..just feeling weird to be in this intanglement..
sorry..
so do me a favour and double check the IPs in mine and urs and clear it up wid her..
*smile k??

at taka's library wid wee

went for interview met geraldine the renfu 'wife' and her tt friend..

oni ferdy went in and we all turned the offer down..

it was plain WEIRD!

****

watched 'keeping mum' at cine..

funny hell........................

waiting for marie n her friend to meet us at Far East..

*****

about the tag..

dunno la..obviously some ppl can't stand me..

just as i can't stand others..dunno la..

i wish i could say i'm used to it..

but it still dims the mood a little..

fuck..i dun care la..

haha..

WORLD PEACE....

boring day

it's 4.13am thus it'll show as 15th april..

but the boring day i'm talking bout is 14th's day,not 15th

obviously not very happy just now

anyway..we'll not tok about it..

**********

got a call frm the survey ppl..

Ferdy got it too..

so we'll head down to orchard for the job interview..

Tang wants to go tho she didn't get the call..

in fact I wanted her to go..

coz i have my doubts about it..

~

lemme explain:

i woke at 5 plus 6 pm..

Ferdy messaged say got call earlier

so i probably got the call but phone was off due to my slumber..

i asked Ferdy wat kinda job it was?

he say dunno

he asked if i wanna go..so i said see first..

scully i oso got call round 8 plus?

so i said ok to the guy tt called me..named NICK..

i asked Nick..:"wat kinda job?"

he like go one big circle bout the interview..

then i said:"OKAAAAY...BUT if we get the job wat kinda job izzit? as in wat do we do?"

and he was like:"er...if u get chosen then they will tell u more.."

i totally felt cheated la..as in,how can they ask me to go for interview widout telling me the job?

scully kena bluff then go for nothing rite?

then i asked:"wat's the company's name?"

he mumbled some:"Venture...*something*"

wat the shit..

i so could not get the name,so i was like okok bye..

then he said:"WAIT! dun u need the address and timing?"

*LOL* i totally forgot la

so he gave me and i called Tang..

took my a couple of hours to actually get hold of her..*IDIOT U!*

so we're goin..in case she wants the job then she can have my interview place

i'm not too keen on working again..

~

working=

• less time for fun
• new relationships with people=sadness wen quitting job
• being tired
• NO chance of sponsership
• juggling studies and work
• more money=the only PLUS in working..

FUCK TODAY!!

lemme EXCLAIM sumthing to the world..

whether it was mushroom head in sec skool

or M.Che*** in sec skool

or anyone else in the world..

the only reason we dun say it aloud is becoz we are scared the few of u get tooo hurt.

if u guys wanna noe..ask away..

i dun mind telling all of u in ur faces..

just make sure u dun get hurt yourself..

coz we've tried our best to hide it FOR UR OWN GOOD..

so if u want it in the open just say the word..

***

if u want to keep things the way they are: "PEACEFUL"

then stop fucking around

**

it's been quite long since i used the FUCK word..

it feels sick..

today's orientation was amazing and Fucked up!

tired hell

***

mabbe it was due to NO sleep last nite..

mabbe it was due to no breakfast and lunch consumed

mabbe it was becoz of tt fucking bastard

on the way home mood seriously like shit..

felt like crying..stupid..

***

on the way home,decided to watch show wid ferdy

watched "Eight Below" til 11.20pm..

kinda cried..but it had a happy ending

Zy,stella:dun scold me,i'll watch wid u guys again..

*****

u guys ask why we didn't eat? well....need i say more?

the food was NOT tasty..made us kinda sick..

this is the nursing intake pls!!

Janis and Me..like..thank god everything's OVER!!

it's 0614hours!!!

i'm awake..

well it doesn't count as i DID NOT sleep a wink..

tossed and turned-YESSS

slumber-NOOOOO

i just keep thinking bout KIM Ki-Bum

he just kept popping in my head..

the way the host said:"Kim-Key-Bomb"*korean*

and the way he smiles tt TOTALLY act innocent smile..

OMG!!! black eye-rings pls!!!!!

need to go off to school now as orientation starts at 7 for us 'mentors'

SIAN!!!!!

went to school today..

had difficulty waking up at 2pm..LOL..

tt probably accounts for my semi-black face..

but it's ok haha..

**

first person spotted:Yap TangWee..

walked towards audi and met buddy n janis they all..

so went in..had briefing.

the senior was damn funny la..laugh like hell..

but it all ended quite fast..

**

Ezian(the KC choir president? rmb her?)

she will be leading the haeling touch song tml..

it's nice to see a fellow KCian haha..

her voice strong as every..the guitarist..hm...haha

**

went to Mac's eat corn..

and headed home wid ferdy..

SHIOK!!! play his PSP..walao..fun sia..

heh heh..i'm just smart ok..

too intelligent ready..haha

K-boxing wid the girls..

LOVE you gals..
MISS you gals..
WOULD NOT BE HERE without you gals..
haha!

[just look at us..We are just sooo HAPPY!!]

[Laughter the whole day!!]

[as usual..only ziyi is NOT doing the trademark..]

OUR trademark..

but it's ok..haha it's her trademark to not do the trademark....i make sense rite?

Sang and sang..

the 3 stooges of TPJC sang:

1. Happy Birthday To You(who knew there was a chinese version??!)
2. Three Tigers (The chin nursery ryme)
3. Guo Meimei's Bu Pa Bu Pa

Sand lotsa others..

Had a 5566 Fan reunion..

AND F-foo-Si (F4 in chinese) fanclub..

Plus screaming how "MAN" & "HANDSOME" AhDi of energy was..

How SEXAAAY his mole was...wahahaha!!

TOTALLY embarrassed Joyce n Nessa..

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Over to NYDC..Had dares AGAIN!!!

Ziyi had to ask a waitress:"Why is this glass blue? is it special?"

wahaha!! ZIYI!!! u rock sia!! FIRST TIME FOR EVERYTHING!!

I lost the 2nd time..I had to ask a passer-by:"EXCUSE MEEEEEE...Is this tree real or fake??"

OMG!! paiseh hell!!!!

Huikim had to ask a passerby in FarEast:"Sorry,may i know where this place is?"

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FUN!!!

The Time-table for us is out!!

I thank god that "HE-whom-all-of-u-hope-would-take-our-class" is NOT..

HAH! all my "FRIENDS" who are waiting to watch show,TOO BAD!!

HAH!!

anyway..all the lecturers are new..

don't seem to know ANY of them..

isn't that great?! haha..new year,new lease of life..

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the unfortunate thing is he is involved in orientation of freshies..

*cross fingers* tt i WOULD NOT meet him face to face..

i have no idea howta react..LOL

am i allowed to laugh in his face??

hmmmmm

i hate you tube!!!

it's always liddat!!!!

i can't watch my YUL liddat!!!!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

woke up not long ago..
haha!
i dreamt TWO different dreams..
first was of Jamie Hsu and Dominic..
like..OMG..
dominic was like..wat? 6 years ago? wahaha
i dreamt jamie noes him and he wanted to meet me at my busstop..
OMG!! LOL!
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next was a dream of MY kim ki-bum..
i dun rmb wat happened but i'm sure it was LOVE-ly!!
wahaha!!

whoooo

omg!!

i'm korean crazy..

i have a new show added to my list..

RAINBOW ROMANCE..

it stars my new guy.. KIM KI-BUM

omg..i'm like dead..

i have soo many new idols in my hands..LOL

and i'm equally mad over each one...

stayed at home as i have difficulty getting up and down the bed..

on and off the chair..

stupid ass of mine!

stupid rented-blades of mine!!

bleah!

i fell on my ass!

i fell on my ass!!

maybe it wasn't shann after all..

but i fell on my ass!!!

haha..

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went blading wid shann..

nessa,joyce,stella(b'day gal),ziyi,eve cycled..

jamie jogged..LOL..

obviously i was like..sooooooo behind all of them.

i mean..cycling is like..WHOA... blading is like..whoa..

so from mac's all the way to bedok jetty and back..

i was DYING pls!!

my ass still hurts..

i'm beginning to think tt i'm VERY accident prone sia!

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and well,being KCians,Kaypo-ness comes into place

they went by THAT blade shop like wat? 3/4 times??

screaming:"IVAN!!" & "ANGELYN!! WHICH IS HIM?"

like..omg pls..

but then wat DO u expect from my BESTest FRIENDS RITE??!!

but i saw him *smilez*..

stella n nessa were like.."yah,not bad..haha"

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parted wid some of them..

went on to parkway to eat sakae sushi..

OMG!!! SO FULL!! all of us were dying except nessa..

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then headed to bedok princess to watch "ICE AGE 2" again..

but tis time not so enjoyable as i could not sit still..

my ass pain like shit..

every 5 mins must change position!!

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and i soooo missed my tangyu xiaobao la!

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tml:blading wid sisters

mon:WWW?

tues:k-box

wed:orientation

thurs/fri:back to KC?

ok..i'm left wid 4 more discs to the end of my Sad love Story..

the new blog song is frm the show..

i hear ready wanna cry sia..haha
tis pic is kinda dark but my eyes are SWOLLEN!!!

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and here's the result of watching tt show.. TISSUE MANIA!!!

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*sigh..

i love the show..it's TOTALLY heart-wrenching..
nessa..if u watch it..u'll need like 2 bathe towels for the tears..
marie..u'll need 1 bathe towel.. a bit better..

i dunno why i love such shows tt make most of us cry..but it's probably the way they show how deep love can get..LOL..

mabbe coz we noe it most prob wun happen in real life..tt makes it all the more interesting..

you'll hardly find such guys who are willing to do anything just to be by you..
even if u are able to..he may just turn out plain..WEIRD..*lol*

can't wait to meet up wid the gals tml!!

east coast park..here we come!!!!

HAPPY B-DAY STELLZ!!

IT'S 12.30pm!!!
slept at 8 am..
but i'm awake ready!!
SURPRISED??
a lazy ass like me up soo amazingly early?
woke at 6pm yesterday..
tot today sure wake late..who knew?
i'm halfway thru my Sad Love Story..
love the show!! sadness haha..
the usual coincidental mishaps..(she knows his friend but doesn't know..)
etc..
i'm at episode 8 of Goong..
OMG..i've found my new idol..
like totally OMG!!!
he's mine..no KSW,no Yuanchang,no nobody(except ben,he's permanent..)
no it's HOON!!!
when the show is public,he will be WonBin no. 2..
I'm soo sure!!! BUT he's mine first..
before most of u..YAY!

MY Hoon..

it's 7am..
i'm at disc 5..
my eyes are swollen..
does tt show how sad the freaking Sad Love Story is?
*sigh..it's light outside my window..
*yawnz*
gonna sleep after this disc!!

i'm only loving SangWoo more and more..

it's 5 am..
and i'm at disc 3 of Sad love Story..
oh my god..
seriously sad.....
i dunno wat to say..but..
sadness.....
it's like QiuTianDeTongHua all over again..
sadness..*shakes head*

01-Nice men are ugly
02-Handsome men are not nice
03-Handsome and nice men are married
04-Handsome, nice and unmarried men are useless
05-Handsome, nice, unmarried and rich men are not interested in us
06-Handsome, nice, unmarried, rich men who are interested in us are players
07-Handsome, nice, unmarried, rich men who are interested in us and faithful are homosexuals
08-Handsome, nice, unmarried, rich men who are interested in us, faithful, straight and who would not lose interest in us even if we made the first moves - these men must have some problems!

i am done with ErZuoJu
i will finish Sad love Story and Goong in time..
after tt my new aims are(pictues respectively):

• My lovely SamSoon
• My Girl
• Bride At 18
• Sad Sonata
• Wonderful Life

good luck to me!!

I'm ready for my Sad love Story..

3 rolls of toilet paper at my side,

last min cannot find tissue box..

well..
home whole day..
intend to stay home for this whole week..
BECAUSE...
i have 4 serials to complete!!

1 jap from my bro [''LONG VACATION'']~TakuyaKimura

1 korean from rental shop [''SAD LOVE STORY'']~KwonSangWoo AKA ChengJunGe

1 taiwanese from rental shop [''ER ZUO JU ZI WEN'']~ZhengYuanChang

1 korean from YouTube [''Goong=Palace'']~Yul..

*long vacation oni disc one so can on-hold first..

*sad love story haven start

*goong stop for time being coz my internet connection got prob..
load halfway oni!!
BUT Prince Yul is sooo cute!! MINE!!!

*erzuoju..finishing..cry hell!! the sad part made me cry..
the sweet part..OMG..is seriously sweet to the bones..
it just seeps it's way into u!!! wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

die
die
die!!!!!!
i think i'm gonna go ga-ga over zheng yuan chang ready!!
die
die
die!!!!

*sigh..
changed the template again.. LOVE this plain one!!
my love wid Yamapi lasted 3 days..
i'm over him.. Jamie can have him back..
I dumped him outside my door..
Haha!!
I found his band-mate..Uchi MUCH cuter..
Uchi Hiroki.. (yellow BG)
Yamapi(white BG)
but then..i think many of u will go:"HUH? not same person meh?"
haha!!



















i have soo much to complain about today tt it's just SIAN..
so..forget it..

I love my Yamapi!!!!!!

Wild wild wet was good..
10 peepz..
i think more ppl more fun sia..
Bhinisa dangerous..
almost drown me..i almost drown her.
we both so short still wanna grab me..
so idiot..haha
it rained so hard at one point tt they closed the area..
but at 6 plus open again..
so there was like oni us and a couple others..
wah...as if we own the whole area sia!!
play n play yakult and Ularlah and kids slide..
haha!!
next mon..ON ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

campus superstar finals was damn funny..

1. when they announced Theresa(KC) won the females,the zhiyang fans(Peicai boy students) were spotted jumping and shouting in joy..obviously teresa touched them..
2. while judges were talking bout zhiyang..KCians were spotted holding hands and praying..(typical convents?)
3. wen teresa lost,and the camera was at school..OMG...greg lee was hilarious!!! who expected his chinese to be good? who expected such a smile from him? who expected him to go:"WoooooooooooHooooooooooooo!!!!!"
   i was laughing my freaking ass out!!
   it's just plain UNEXPECTED!!! LOL!!!
   (msged some of the gals and everyone had the same response...{LOL!!},{OMG} haha..
   greg lee..our impression has since changed....IMMERSELY!!)

woke at 5.12pm just now..
can't wait for tml's WWW..
collected the pictures developed for the genting trip..
tt's all..

woke early this morning to do my hair
it's called Chapter2..
walao..shop SUPER COOL!!
all the hairdressers are soo young..
none over 30 i think..all were dressed punk..
a young gal styled and cut my hair..
her name's priscilla..so soft-spoken..very nice..
a guy..*not bad..LOL* did my colour..
his name was ivan..
his voice was like..zheng yuan chang tt kinda..deep WOW voice..
haha..i've always liked the washing hair part wen i do my hair..
but was always careful tt it was a girl..
but,he washed it for me..
my god..gentle hell la!! compared to females..his hands were just plain gentle and comfortable..
haha..mabbe their whole shop washes hair liddat..

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went home and eat..
then left to sheralynn's place..
intended to buy blades..went to this shop..
one of the "experts" OMG..young and SOOO good-looking!
single eye-lid but goodlooking hell!
he ALSO called ivan.. (siao..all the ivans..remind of tt disgusting ivan teoh..*joline's BF pukes..*)
i felt he VERY very familiar but adelynn say look like an actor..
in the end,say buy next week as the one i wanted outta stock..
my FATHER!! is the best at embarassing me!!
he told him..:"u must her choose and decide..she very shy one..help her try the blades.. "
LIKE..OMG!! he's soo cute and my dad asks him to put on the blades for me..
so i was like sitting and ivan was like kneeling on the floor opening the freaking shoe for me!!
i'm like 18 la!! i can do it MYSELF!!!
paiseh like shit!!
but he really is CUTE!!!!
lol...looking forward to next week..heex!
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use ron's blades to blade from eastcoast the macdonalds to the jetty

OMG!!!!!!
back pain like hell!!
dunno how many kilometres sia!!

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went for midnite movie..

watched "ICE AGE 2" LOL..

it's a must watch..

funny hell!!! seriously laugh like shit..

and here's a pic of a hot dog..the left belongs to my sister..the right is my dad's side..

(tt's chilli and tomato sauce..)