went for the topshop fashion show wid nessa,gladys n zen..*don't ask*

anyway..the show was amazing..
ok..mabbe not but to me,a first-timer..
watching the models walk down the runway was great..

well,gladys was mad over rocky..
i guess he was HOT but he was kinda bald..
i prefer my guys wid hair
anyway..it was over fast and we went to the after party..
they gave away coke and free booze..
well,i DO NOT drink so... ya..

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anyway went to T.M meet winnie for k-box..
lol..sing liike hell!!
had soo much fun..
a video was so sad tt it made nessa cry pls! LOSER!!
but i watch also feel quite sad la..haha!
anyway..the pics are up..so..here they are..

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my daughter.. { Angemin Adams}

her name comes from her daddy:Benjamin

and her mummy:Angelyn

in taka's library now..
had a WONDERFUL sleep last nite!
realised how much i missed my bed..
many dun understand my needs for lotsa pillows..
see..
2 for under my head..
1 bolster..
1 for my feet
1 to hug with my hands..
1 to cover my eyes..
and 1 to put behind my back for comfort..
wat so hard to understand??
haha!
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anyway..we're back..
well..
it could have gone better i guess..
other then the rides..it wasn't a very interesting place...
first day:
checkin with VERY VERY rude staff and another VERY VERY cute male staff..
went to room..
settle down and go makan..
walk round..
decided to pay 30 rm for the haunted adventure and ripley's believe it or not tour..
one thing:REGRET the haunted one..
bloody scary..
from outside the entrance scream all the way out..
seriously scared like shit..pitch black..
one point where it got so bad tt none of us wanted to move forward
so the guide was threatened by me tt if he didn't go first,we would all REFUSE to move..LOL!
so he moved..
CRAP!!

after tt..
went KTV sing..haha!
sing til shiok shiok..
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wat's a holiday wid frens wen there ain't cute guys rite?
well..marie spotted my Takeshi on the 'space shot'
looked like Leehom sia!!
he's jap..
we were behind him n his family in one ride..
marie n tang were sooo OBVIOUS tt it was embarassing!
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i was forced on space shot..
i looked at others play i felt like crying ready..
but they didn't let me out..
assholes!!
fuck scary hell!!
just DIEEEE
seriously 10000 times worse than www the slide up..
lost my earring on the cock-screw..
i was like:"my earring came out!!"
marie n tang heard as :"my urine came out!!"
IDIOTS!!!!
ate and played bumper car like hell!!
we just didn't stop playing..
i think we like played 6 or 7 times!!
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group of s'pore guys..all i can say is..you yuan jiu shi you yuan..
haha!
played bumper til 12 mn and went back to hotel..
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3rd day(last day)
woke up a lil' late so checked out..
ate..marie was like sick!
left her one side..
went shopping..
we all got tinkerbell necklaces..
LOVE IT!!!
mine's blue,tang's pink and marie's white..
tt's bout all.
was not eventful at all!!
*****
looking forward to my next trip to taiwan wid nessa n winnie!!
haha..
meeting both of them later..
going for topshop fashion show at 4..meeting gladys for tt..

TANG here!!!!!
blogging
wahahhahaha

angelyn at my house
she'a a sicko

ok finished blogging
i love adriano !!
i love leehom W!!
i love zheng yuan chang !!
i love wilber bobo P!!
i love eddie P !!
i love david T!!
i love xiao zhu !!
i love cheng xi !!
i love chengjun ge !!
i love rain !!
i love ivan L!!
i love clive T!!
i love jimmy S!!




-TANGWEE!!!

It was such a short day yet so many thing happened..

i was considering staying home to rest before the trip but since i haven't seen Sheral and the rest for like a month,tot i'd go to Don's place..

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2pm:met Sheralynn n Adelynn at Don's place..

4pm:supposed to go ECP with Papa and blade but it was raining..

decided to go Parkway to eat steamboat..*laughs* eat til full like shit..Sheral still insist on Gelare..

6pm:eat til SERIOUSLY full..in the car,Pa suggested go to his place to visit my old grandma and then blade since no rain.. ok!Go back to Bedok take blades from their place..

7.15pm:ECP

i was like soo scared,haven blade for over 2 years..but it all came back so quickly..fell in love with it all over again..

rollerblading started with my primary skool..KatongConventPri made all the fat kids(namely me) rollerblade in skool..learnt it from tt day in the courtyard..i was one of the few who didn't fall..

guess the love started from there..in fact,i don't rmb falling..i most probably did..but i dun rmb..

so,i requested a pair of blades from my mum..

Sheralynn would soon follow up with roller skates..and onto rollerblades just like me!

i took classes..i remember my last class..

i was starting to learn howta blade backwards..

but PSLE came and tt was the end of it..

over my sec life,i did blade..unoccasionally

but yesterday,i promised to go everyweek..let's see..LOL

8.30pm:back in the car..

MAYBE i really did miss my dad..as much as i think i hate him and wish him all the worse,i tink i did miss him..

so we went on to our old haunted house at tanah merah*Ron,my second bro,saw ghost there 3 times..*

i would dwell in/on(??) the story but now a bit scared LOL!

new family living there..so we went in,the malay fam was sooo nice..let us go in,look at our old rooms..look at THAT toilet where stuff started..

the 2 younger ones were smart enuf to not mention the hauntings in tt place..haha

from there,we missed all the huge houses we ONCE stayed in..

so,at 3 of our requests..we drove to the old eastcoast house..

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then,my dad mentioned,there was a house at orchard..one word..UNBELIEVABLE..

it has this HUGE eagle sculpture at the front door with it's wings spread..

amd at the other side of the house,there were 6 ferraris(i have no idea how u spell it in plural..)

so we insisted on going..

it was Rickly/Reyly/Repley Road..

something liddat..the first house..

whoa..i mean u can't totally believe if u hear or read the description..BUT

like..OMG! it was freaking true..

the front looked the size of a school..

2 main gates..and it was those kinda..HUGE LONG gates..

one gate is drive way to the front porch..next to the front glass door,laid the HUGE eagle..

it's wings spread..it length of my HDB room diagonally..

it was sooo nice tt i just felt like crying..weird huh?

liddat oso cry..but u have to be there and see tt..

it's just amazing..

the other door had like a shelter..

under tt long shelter was SIX ferrari cars..(me and Sheral counted TWICE!!)it was dark so i couldn't make out the colours but i noe one was silver..

according to my dad,whom i totally believe now..there are 2 more Lamborghini Diablo cars inside..

Sheralynn was the funniest..on seeing the cars and the house,she was like.."Pa! he got son anot? how old ah?"

like...omg..funny hell!!

i told her..:"son might not want you la but the owner old ready,i think u can..wahahah!!"

after staring at it and salivating,we went round the neighbourhood to look at the other TOO-RICH-TO-BE-TRUE houses..

4 of us were like..*sigh....

i told them..well,now we can plan..next life,born into which family here..haha!!

11pm:back at Don's..bathe

12am:i woke everyone and declared i was hungry..i told Don to order Pizza but he say dun have ready..then i say,nvm,Mac's 24hrs..

he say if they accept MC then buy..

so the food came at 1am..

i had to wake all 3 of them to eat..

eat ready go back sleep..

i dun think i actually slept more than 3 hours..

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talking bout sleeping..

i rmb telling someone tt i sleep on the same bed as my bro and i got a big response..

was it u Nessa??

just wanna know..is it weird to sleep with ur older bro??

why? we kinda grew up together..

hmm...

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but after 1 month of not seeing each other i tot at least a bit of difference..

but nothing..it was as tho i saw them last week..

i guess families are families..

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as usual,i lean against Don to sleep..

Sheral sleep and snuggle next to me..

Adelynn..well,she snuggles with herself i guess..LOL

it's how we've been sleeping for like..the last 14 years i guess..

since Sheralynn was born..

3 of us were so close last time..

if one gets scolding and cries,the other 2 will definately cry along..

it's just so peaceful with them..

but then it's madness too!!

hmm..rephrase:i feel at peace with their madness..

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i'm their older sister..

even to Don..he calls me "Jie!"

haha..coz he noes he can't control the girls without shouting

so i get tt job if "controlling " them..

just lucky for me,they listen to me....

our family runs in circles..

I'm listen my other mum..

she listens to Don

Don listens to me..

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same thing with the sisters..

Adelynn listens to Sheralynn

Sheralynn listens to me

Both listen to Don

Don listens to me(vice versa)

i listen to the one who is right..LOL!

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OMG.. tt was a freaking long post early in the morning..

but since i'm off to Genting,might as well write more on the last day rite?

Hahaha

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BYE!

Everyday i love you..

The song is soo suitable..

Listen to the lyrics people..

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hardly anyone is on-line..
does tt mean i'm one of the very very few idiots at home with nothing to do??
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siao zen ask me go out for dinner..
obviously wanna talk bout gladys..
wanna let go then dun wanna let go..
slappp pls!
gladys:u did a good job..i'm proud of u..
he realli has some mental problem..
i'm sorry i even encouraged u then...*sigh..
i swear i tot i was helping u la..
paiseh lor!
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stupid youtube like got problem!!
leave me hanging on episode 16..
idiot..watch til so exciting then last min cannot d/l..
another slappp pls!!
sianz..
i think i realli need to borrow frm tang til i get cash to buy part 2..
then i oso wanna buy the rain's first drama..
the skool one or something..
then still got sangwoo's sad love story..
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oh ya..watched the 5566 music love story..
wa..even tho not into them anymore..
and renfu is the main lead,i still cry like hell..
tot my emo week was over..
duno why still PMS-ing..or mabbe it was just REALLY REALLY sad..
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crap..i'm like blogging so many times a day..
see how bored i am!!!
but then..i wouldn't wanna go out now..
bored AND lazy..
and tt is very bad...
tsk tsk tsk..
tut tut tut..

things tt were SUPPOSED to happen today,Sat..25th march..

1. supposed to go KC today...cancelled.. becoz have to do something in town
2. supposed to go town and do something...cancelled.. becoz of unforeseen circumstances..namely Lily Cole..(i still hate her!)
3. supposed to go with winnie and nessa...cancelled.. becoz it's not very easy to go out happily when u noe the other don't actually wanna go
4. supposed to go watch superband...cancelled..becoz..well,the mood's just gone..well.. the cancellation of events are actually all interlinked aren't they?

crap..

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how ironic..

i quit my airport job so..

i can have more time to go out with friends..

have more freedom..

have less stress..

BUT it seems..

i can hardly go out with friends as i have no money now..

which means altho i have freedom,i can't realli use it..

more stress over money issues..

i guess money does play a big part in making the world go round..

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crap..

the SFF has totally dampened my mood for the whole week..

I HATE YOU!

1. i hate you!
2. HE'S A MILLION TIMES BETTER THAN U!!
3. I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
4. U ARE NO GOOD!!!!!!
5. 50,000 JUST TO WALK??
6. F*** U LA!!!
7. I HATE YOU??
8. I WILL PRINT THIS PIC AND WHACK U WID MY SLIPPERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9. I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE U!!
10. U LIL' B*TCH

oh my god..

sadness..

*cries..

WWW..

goli,shiqa,bhinisa n farhana...all 4 of u should have come!!

fun shit..

but end of the day tired like hell..

next fri or sun !!

ON!!!!!

haha..i liddat say on oso no use..

*sigh..doubt we'll actually end up going..

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saw "randall"

joyce,jamie,shann,nessa:rmb randall frm WWW??

rmb???? shann foo still ask him wat time it was??

haha..yes..i think 89% it's him today..

well,marie likes him too!!

tired like hell..

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tml goin out wid nessa..

have some important stuff in town..

*sigh..i wanted to go for KC family day sooo badly!!

miss the peepz..

but tml is realli important..*sigh..

so we're gonna do our stuff and then head over to fountain of wealth for superband..

let's see if i'll have a new idol..

it is of high possibility since i fall for guys sooo easily and hard!!

lol..

i miss liking him at the airport..

but i dun miss him..

as in i miss the way i felt when i mad over him..

*sigh..

it's over..

time realli helps..

UNLESS i'm sooo suay tt i see him again..

then i dunno wat will happen..

blogging AGAIN..

but then it'll be on diff days as it's 4 am now..

i have no idea how i'm gonna wake at 12 tml to go wild wild wet

up late due to:"It Started With A Kiss"

wahhhhh

i watch until soooo happy

zhishu starting to fall for xiang qin ready!!

omg..so sweet pls!!

wen he stole tt quiet kiss from her..

it was like........................*sigh..

LOL!!!

i love it!! anyway,shall sleep now..

tml after wild wild wet then continue watching on-line

yay!!!!!!

i'm at episode 14...can't wait!!!!!!!!!!

went to hospital..

visit hamid and staff..

the depression actually remembered us!!

haha...she's just soo cute..

i ALMOST went to answer a call bell..

see? nurse at heart!!

haha

anyway..took pics wid the ward staff..en and sn..

miss them..haha

first time i'm saying tt..

chee-tod went off to a home,so marie was sad..

outside the ward we took a couple more pics..

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saw nine west..

haha!! at lobby..

then walking towards the mrt..he was in front

STUPID seishen n shirley were like :"Nxxxx,Nxxxx!!!"

i was like..OMG!!! they were soo loud..

lucky he on the phone..cannot hear lol!

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anyway..was late in meeting nessa..haha

kena scolding hell..

went to bedok..

sat at the bus stop for like....i have no idea how long..as we were caught in the middle of where to go..

either go to PP and get the tix or go princess watch movie..

decided to go to bedok mac's to sit and wait for the ans..

haha..shanel got the tix for us so no need to go PP..

bought tix to watch 2 become 1..the mariam and richie ren show..

i LOVE richie ren!! wahahaha~

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ate at mac's..

a bunch of boys..BOYS..not guys but boys sitting opp to us..

i tot ITE students..a lil' loud and rowdy..

4 of them i think..

3 went to get stuff or something..

after a while,one guy came back..

i looked up..caught his eye..which means..EYE-CONTACT..

anyway..i was like...super super familiar..

*TING!!!*

adraino..haha..

i think he realised tt i recognised him..

he sat down..his fren went off..

so he was ALL alone..lol..

i quickly whispered to nessa:"adraino..the CSS guy.."

haha..told her not to look coz obvious haha..

think he may have been a lil' uneasy..

but i acted totally normal coz..

well..it was just normal..i dun like him anyway..

nessa looked after a while..

SHORT haha..at least tt's all she commented..

messaged shann n tangwee straight away..haha!!

both were like...wat?!?!?!?!

haha..

tangwee is soo gonna kill me..muahaha..

i was complaining to nessa..

why not lemme see the one guy i wanna see..

why all these??

*sigh..

first mr doc..now adraino..

tangwee: only 2 words for you..NO FATE..

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now,enuf on the idonesian CSS..

the show..omg!!

was sooooooooooooooooooooooo nice!!

wahahha..it rocked..

was soooooooooooooo sweet!!!

i LOVE richie ren!!

i love him haha..

the show was soooooooooo funny..

the songs were soooooo nice..

the rubbing of breast was soooooooo weird..

lol...

but it was a worthy show..

here's the official webbie!! GO GO GO!! lol..

love it!!

http://www.2become1themovie.com/

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i wanna upload alot of pics..but cannot!!! why??

sianz..

nvm..

wild wild wet tml..haha!!can't wait..

can't wait for genting!!!

wahhhhhhhhhh

no names mentioned..

haha

most will noe..

hahah!

wat else is there for me to be happy bout rite??

lol!!!!!

anyway..

bio went much betta then the first paper..

BUT if pass is border-line..

if fail it'll be border-line too!!

so...we'll see i guess..

but the paper wasn't tt important after all..

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i'm soo free!!!

i shall have an afternoon nap later

dunno how long never nap in the afternoon ready..

tml goin hospital..

marie says she misses ppl there..

well,i can oni say tt for an individual there..

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well...it wasn't black today..

haha!!

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I try but I can't seem to get myself

To think of anything but you

Your breath on my face Your warm gentle kiss,

I taste the truth I taste the truth
We know what I came here for

So I won`t ask for more
I wanna be with you If only for a night

To be the one whose in your arms

Who holds you tight

I wanna be with you

There's nothing more to say

There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way

I wanna be with you
So I`ll hold you tonight

Like I would if you were mine to hold

forever more

And I`ll savour each touch

that I wanted So much to feel before (To feel before)

How beautiful it is

Just to be like this
Oh baby I can't fight this feeling anymore

It drives me crazy when I try to

So call my name

Take my hand

Make my wish

Baby, your command?
Yeah I wanna be with you

There's nothing more to say

There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way

I wanna be with you

I wanna be with you

things to do after supp

1. go for another sinseh session to completely heal my back
2. go out wid winnie n nessa
3. go out wid nessa n gladys
4. go out wid the sec 2/1 gang
5. go wild wild wet
6. go out wid sheralynn *as promised many months back*
7. go to genting
8. watch nanny mcphee
9. watch the dorm
10. watch final destination*vcd hopefully*
11. finish my er zuo ju zi wen part2
12. dunno...find him?

phew..hope it will all be fulfilled...

bored..just got pissed off..

no comments..but the other 2 will understand..

well,3...nessa too lol!!

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blue

i WAS studying sociology VERY hard yesterday..

i WAS NOT drawing my beautiful name on every other page!!

so today's test was crap..farhana will agree wid me tt we got cheated by miss thumboo

*sigh..shall not dwell on tt

it was a happy day..

haha!!

tt's all i can say..

will have to study for bio later..

sian!!!!!!!!!!

kayzzzz

tt's it..

SMILE EVERYONE!!

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blue

boredom...

at home trying to study..

making good progress..

but i just can't wait for everything to be over..

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forgot to mention tt yesterday,we,the students,had the bring-ur-own-food day

haha

i tot it was everyone bring their own food and eat their own food

scully it turned out supposed to bring or everone

haha!! i felt so bad but in the end..me,susu and winnie went to buy drinks haha

• marie brought seaweed chicken n fried eggs
• shirley brought chicken nuggets and sausages
• seishen brought cake tt he baked
• florence brought ice-cream
• yaling made some kinda nice cheesy pie..
• aisyah brought fried chili rice n chicken wings..

wa..i rmb so clearly,sooo full haha!!

watching tt chl u show wid my TANGYU XIAOBAO..

haha!!

i HATE tt a-nu bloody bitch

first xiezhi then now peng yuyan..

*sigh.......

the 4 ppl tt go break together haha!!

me..susu...winnie,,and marie..

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the shift mates tt i love so much haha!!

susu,florence,marie,winnie,aisyah,shirley,yaling,seishen,angelyn

*******

it's the last day..

attachment is over!! GOOD!!

but then i do miss hamid and chee-todd

and of coz NINE-WEST

hmmm...haha!!

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confrirmed going out wid nessa n winnie tml..

but i in the end cancelled..

coz.....*drums roll*

i MUST study for supp paper la..

this time i must pass wid semi-flying colours..

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haha!! went to remedial wid farhana tt day..

saw tt person..will not say his name coz marie will start bout tt crap again..

all i can say was tt i hid frm him and it was damn funny..

so

the

results are

OUT!!!!

hmmmmm

all i can say is:thank god i passed those tt i did..

haha!! altho,got supp paper,of coz sad la..

but expected..haha!!

totally nvr study howta pass rite??

but failing sociology was a surprise..

HUGE surprise at tt..

tml go remedial lor..

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today SUPPOSED to study..in the end oso go out wid pris..

last min decision since yesterday nvr go..

went T.M..she wanna buy laptop..

i went to buy sheral's present..

a PINK bag..

went to eat sakae but they say buffet over..

in the end haha!! eat pizza hut..

bloody full..

the last time i went there wid her we say eat ready MUST order dessert..

isn't it always lidat??

in the end?? full like shit!! haha!!

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tang weewee soo smart..actually got wat i said in the last entry..

haha..not say i'm trying to hide..but..ya...

saw his name today..went siao again..

i dun even need to rmb his face to go mad..

marie,u betta stop insulting her in ur entry sia..

scully u another bhinisa..still scold bitch..*sigh..

tokin bout bitch..I HATE THOSE 3 Bs!!!

*sigh

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met pris (K.C) haha..

both pris-es haha!!

anyway..took a second to register the face infront of me..

but then wen it clicked,i just grabbed her into a hug..

dunno wat to say oso..just felt like crying..

haha!! my hormones gone wild..

but i calmed within the next sec..haha!!

*****

i miss the gals soo much!!

even tho,ya,now in poly got good frens,it's just not the same at all..

it was really a KC family back then..

we talked bout EVERY SINGLE THING under the sun..

it was just soooo easy to be urself..

it's funny how i never viewed us as a close knitted family til we seperate..

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it might not be true..

but i feel tt all my frens are missing soo much not being a part of KC..

as in,there's something so amazing they've missed in their lives..

which is,

being a KCian..

being part of a whole family like i've been..

but then,i'm sure they themselves feel tt i am missing so much for not being part of their school or wat so ever..

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many many twenty-yr-olds admitted yesterday..

2 in my charge are soooooooo tall..

haha both hit it off so well wid each other haha!!

the isolation bed in scandal went home today haha!!

isn't tt sad?? *everybody now: AWWwwwwww*

good riddance..

i think he oso expect everyone to fall head over heels lor..

wat's wid walking out half naked and ask for plastic bag..

ask to cut it oso..like pls la!!

so many student nurses around still liddat walk out..

i think he expected alot of us to be outside

hah! too bad oni me..AND I DUN GIVE A SHIT..

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tt young guy marie tokin bout realli goodlooking..

it's tt kinda tough basket-baller..

super tan oso..reminds me of jamie last time the 'meow' haha!!

but he's a nice guy..

most guys know they good looking,they act a certain way..

hate tt kind..but then..i went mad over one once..hah!

BAD experience..and i'm still suffering frm it..

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neoprints frm today..

***end...bye bye!!***

came home tired..

bathe,wear home clothes first..

waIt for priscilla to finish work then meet her..

she say she still at airport so i tot lie in bed rest my back and knee for a while..

hu knew??

wen i opened my eyes,it was 6 plus..

hahaa!!

so in the end cancel lor..

lucky she not angry..

she oso say tired hahha!! LUCKY!! or i'll get nagging again haha!!

hopefully i can sleep later or i'm gonna have a rough time tMl morning!!

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my left knee is giving me problems..

mabbe coz It was my right side tt i hurt,i've been putting all the preSSure on my left..

dead..Haha

i'm limping a little..

and it's becoz of my knee..

*sigh..

the back is getting a lIttle betta,my knee's problematic now...

my life's just shit..

woke up early this morning..

earlier then usual...

stomach cramps..obviously *it's about to coMe..

so i decided to go hospital earlier sign in and rest..

thus the early signing in at 0640hrs

felt sick half the time in the ward..

anger was the other half..

i dunno wat makeS attachment so amazing tt it changes ppl..FOR THE WORSE..

• makes my temper flare between seconds..
• makes my smile and go mad for a fleeting other few when he comes..
• makes everyone sick..literally..
• makes us hate lecturers/instructors even more than we tot we could..
• makes us puke...well,yaling especially..
• makes most of the student nurses(females) sooooo in heat for male patient under 40 in our ward..*laughs

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i'm over the feel-irritated-and-sick mood wen they flirt wid the patients..

i'm at a laughing-at-them stage now...

haha!!

there's just a HUGE scandal with one of the isOlation beds haha!!

it's hospital: XXXXX

ward: XXXXX

bed: XXXXXXXXXXXXX

hahha!!

anyway,as i was saying..

HUGE scandal..

those NOT involved in it just can't Figure out who likes who and who doesn't like who..

but we do noe the main characters in tis lil' play..

but the attachment had it's good times..even tho overall it STILL SUCKS!!

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• we learnt a new way of teaChing patients how to cope wid pain..it's the 'peace' sign!!(will show a pic of it at the end of the entry)
• we made up names for ppl to avoid lawsuits..

1. TONG
2. NINE-WEST
3. ALICE
4. DEPRESSION(i just made tis up)
5. CHEE-TODD CHEE-TODD(must pronouce fast)
6. ITE guy

• things we learnt liKe

1. JUMANJI*is tt how ya spell It??*
2. SHUSHHHH-KEBAB*ditto*
3. THE OK-SIGN-BELOW-WAISTLINE GAME
4. WHEN THERE'S RECTAL WASHOUT HAPPENING,IT'S BETTER TO GO TO ANOTHER WARD..
5. AFTERNOON SHIFT IS BETTA THAN MORNING SHIFT AFTERALL

• we saw how *certain patients cope with pain during dressing..for example

1. widening of eyes...*SERIOUS widening of eyes i mean..
2. mad glaring n staring at the nurse performing the dressing..
3. whacking own head really hard with a *PIAKKKK sound to divert attention from pain on the lower limbs..

this is our ward XXXXXXX student nurse's pain management..

we tell patient:

if pain must liddat..

more pain,liddat..

TAK BOLEH TAHAN,liddAt..haha!!

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oh ya...who can forget tt results might be out tml??

*love the shift mates i have..

i think i woulD have turned to another michelle if i were in the other shift..

haha!!

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*IT HURTS..

today was my FIRST dressing..

freaking HUGE-GIGANTIC wound..

tot i could handle..so i wanted to do..

at first everything went realli well la..

just tat i took ONE HOUR to do it..

i'm such a loser under stress..

the freaking staff nurse was practically scolding me..in a 'NICE' way..

ya wat..NICE!!!........

*grumbles*

so i rushed like hell la..

so paiseh sia!

my back DID NOT help at all!!!!

hurt it a couple of times today..

it's obviously a lil' worse..

but it's still good..

susu n marie laughed their freakin ass off wen they saw how i got things tt were low..

like the apron in the utility??

i can't bend rite..

so i had to....kinda squat just to get it..

bloody bitches!!! laugh n laugh at me..

ya la..it's funny but at least HELP RITE??!!

i noe u guys will read this so good for u!!!

home now..,i will slp early..

at this second,desperate hsewives n grey's anatomy n scrubs doesn't seem to be too important..

oso duno why..

mabbe by tonite i'll love them again..

last time,i would NEVER DREAM of missing it..

even thru the exams..

tokin bout exams..

wait,i DUN WANNA tok bout it..

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i've been downloading the anime of 'peach girl'

walao..nice like shit la!!

i'm soo hooked and addicted

now d/ling chp 9 to 12 haha!!

i will finish soon!!!!!!

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anyway..

actually there is no anyway haha!!

today things are better AND worse..

my back is better..after one nite of sleep..

my body however is worse!!

the way i put it may sound weird..

i mean my movements are limited due to my back..

BUT my movements are freaking painful due to the sun-burns..

like i move my hand..walao..

pain like hell!!

now i type,also my fingers do the stretching..

trying not to move hands so much..

once again..i'm drinking the horrid herbal drink..

sucks like crap..

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i'm SSSSSSooooooooooooo not lookin forward to tml..

my mum,considerate as ever,gave me $$$$$ to take cab to hospital..

she's in genting enjoying herself while i'm here suffering with:

impaired mobility related to injured back and body burns as evidenced by:

SD:patient verbalises pain when trying to bend for things or when moving her hands..

OD:pain score is 9 out of 10

crap..

i'm soo gonna sleep early tonite..mabbe at 9 or 9.30??

i'm like soo super sian la!

*sigh...

howta work as nurse wen got such problems??

i should be the one lying on those beds..

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watched "brokeback mountain" on dvd just now..

freakin sick seeing 2 guys kiss and have sex..

*sigh...mabbe i'm still young..

don't actually feel tt it is award-winning material

it was sad..there was a deep meaning i gues..

but it wasn't very interesting..

walao!!!!!
i blame alice..
alice and her ai-yo ai-yo..
becoz of her,i injured by back first degree..
also becoz of not enuf sleep..
3rdly,the stupid swimming pool!!
*sigh.....
even tho now can even do squat,i cannot bend forward..
as in i can't stretch to take things otherwise i fall flat on my face..
*sigh..
well,those a bit blur,i had a back-cramp,as the ortho doc said..
he damn nice guy..but bluff me no pain..
FUCKING DAMN HELL OF A PAIN LA!!!!!!
my god..
almost died screaming my head off..
he poked me like a million of times
(they call it acupuncture..more like i-kill-u-puncture)
then he used tt glass bottle and sucked my freaking meat 3 or 4 times..walao!!!!!
looks not so pain rite?? but...OH MY GOD..
u have NO IDEA!!!
stuck and left a needle behind my knee,u noe the ticklish underside?? YESS!! there!
he said have to leave there..but tt one not so pain..
he cracked my whole body as in..u noe u crack ur knuckles??
yes..
my body went 2 diff way twice..
pain but hear the craaaaack sound...super shiok
but he was realli nice and expert sia..
haah!!

at first sit down oso pain like hell..
now i can squat.

.but i have to do EVERYTHING with a straight back..
but there are just so many things tt u HAVE to bend for..
i can't do tt!!
somemore..monday got attachment..die!!

tuesday after attachment still have to go back for another check up
now i TRYING to drink the herbs-drink..
like...*pukes!!*
he very accurate say last 2 nites had late nights..also added tt i was in front of com..
TRUE!!
he oso say i just drank a lot of cold water..
TRUE!! i drank TWO cans of sprite after tanning..
it was like damn hot la!!
i'm like black til i dun like sia..
tan is ok..but black is diff..
*sigh..

can anyone see the diff of colour on my leg????

couple of stuff to blog today..
an announcement first:

i,angelyn tan,over the last 2 weeks,have been verbally AND sexually abused by:

MARIE TAN YING XIU

i therefore declare war

and will try and abuse back wat she inflicted on me within the short short period of one week..

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secondly..

today has been the BEST day of the 2 weeks in hell..

maybe it's due to nine west..

i didn't tell anyone else..but wen he first came,i was walking the path to tea room and saw him..

i looked straight at him and he smiled at me with his teeth showing..haha..so,marie will know now haha!

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thirdly..

i ALMOST FINALLY did a dressing,on the malay uncle but shirley took over since it was her team..

too bad..haha

the 3 malay uncles were sooooo funny!!

haven't laughed with ppl soo much for a very long time now..

all the eccentric uncles..

amazing sense of humour..haha!

if oni they stayed longer..

even tho the funniest is still there,without the other 2 maties,it wouldn't be the same..

haha! made me n marie laugh to death sia!

hahaha!! only got to noe them today n they already like so nice and close..haha!

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fourth..

marie tan is LYING on her blog haha!!

where got almost kiss..

mabbe almost kena bang down la..

BUT kiss??!! PLS!!

look at the height diff then say la k?! haha!

if bang u will oni kiss his stomach lor..haha!!

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fifth..

i wanna COMPLAIN bout the MAD-FLIRTING goin on in the ward!!

wa lao..i tot kc girls were flirtish n sialan *tho i love them*

but..wah...realli CANNOT compare wid male-deprived student nurses sia!!

my goodness...

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sixth..

ALICE made my day haha..

kissing me/us a million times a day..

she's just so cute haha!!

*ding dong aka marie*

*boy aka seishen*

*ann aka angelyn!!*she loves it wen me rub her head..

she laughs tt joyous laugh and says:"BOTAK!!"

haha!! cuteness..

felt horrid yesterday..headache and giddy..

i guess it's a feeling/illness,most girls in my ward has experienced..

but today morning shift not so bad..

pass quite fast..

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my liking for nine west is GONE!!

it's sooo sick just watching them crowd him..

it was plain FLIRTING in the freaking ward..

well,nothing we've nvr seen b4 anyway..

she flirts with every person tt has a 'thing' between the legs..

arghh..

haha..i sound like a jealous bitch..

but it's not oni becoz of him ok!!

i see her/them.. with other patients..

it's just as bad..

we down there clean shit and feeding patient..

they down there flirting,looking for future doctor/therapist for husband sia!

chicken butts!!!!!!

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the grp of 3 oso shit one lor..

dunno them oso give attitude..

bloody lucky i not tt shift..or i think i die sia..

all the one-kind ppl..siao one!

si-bei-heng i got my shift ppl..

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i now like a bit cheena-piak haha!!

tang's sick..poor thing..

everyone's been sick at least one time this attachment..

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it's sad..

at this very second,there's no one in this world i'm attracted to except ben-baby..

all the skool,hospital and airport crap is over..

OVER..100%

sigh...

today was a good day til the second breaks..

whole lot of mess..

no names mentioned,but U KNOW!!!

so freakin pissed..

*i've promised to try and replace as many FUCK-words with FREAK-words..

will be civilised and not be influenced by marie

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marie's going thru a difficult time with the guys tt are attracted to her and those tt turn away..

poor gal..

some tt she's not good enuf to attract

and some tt she can't help but attract..

haha!

the last pampers we changed sent yaling vomitting in the toilet..

sent me getting the air-freshener..haha

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can't wait for tml..to see how ITE reacts to marie..

but i dun wanna go back for ANYTHING ELSE!!

those who dunno bout the guy,here's the story..:

guy is relative..

i saw him..think he quite cool..

told marie..

she said to me:"EEEEeeeeeeee..so fat.."

after a while she says:"Hmmm actually not bad..cool"

then slowly as the days pass..

she looks forward to him coming..

haha

he asked me to re-fill water..

she jealous like hell!

today he ask her..

she says to me:"wahh..he smile at me! he got smile at u? NO rite?! i knew it!!"

she didn't gimme the chance to say a thing haha!!

so..seishan*dunno howta spell* goes to the guy and says:

"how u doing? "

"u've been here since wat time? "

"round 7"

"one of my frens think u r cute.."

"really who?"

"the one wid the red specs"

"oh..wat's her name?"

"marie"

so we're all laughing like hell..

BUT

marie tan ying xiu blames me!!

haha

i say i nvr do anything..

she says:"u laugh rite?"

like hello??!!

who wouldn't laugh rite??

haha!

ok..the blog had some prob.

so i changed the skin..

wah..

FINALLY found one tt i love..

quite nice..

quite orange too!

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found O.T on friendster...

he looks cuter now..

but he put on sooo much weight compared to last time..

haah!!

i'm sooooo happy!!

haha!!

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marie's siao over abeely again..

well..i guess most won't approve of all of it happening again..

but if she'll be happy..

and she doesn't mind risking her heart for a possible forever love..

why not right?

marie:follow ur heart..

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tang:wat happened to u? u like very quiet since attachment started..

are those cheenas bullying u?!!

i will KILL them!!!!

i WILL..

tt's coz i've given him up..

so i won't side wid tt country's ppl so much anymore!!

wahahaha

i just think of him and their ways..

tsk tsk..i feel so sick now..

i now understand all of ur reactions..

haha!! eeeewwwwwwwwww!!!

hahahha!

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today attachment not bad..

quite nothing-to-do..

tt's ALWAYS good..

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MARIE TAN YING XIU!!!

this girl is soooooo fascinated with ppl's boobs as SHE HAS NONE!!

touch and touch and touch..

bhinisa's touch..

mine touch..

i tink susu oso got kena..*not too sure*

HORRIBLE!!!!

i've been home for 2 whole days..
didn't feel like goin to watch movie wid don..
didn't feel like goin to sheral's house..
watching moulin rouge..
wa!!!
the songs are like SUPER!!
haha!

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actually not TOTALLY home..
coz just came back from angel's place..
the baby alester is soo adorable..
almira's sick..

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outta the 48 hours of the weekend,i've slept 24 hrs..
haha!! everytime i sleep will be 12 hours haha!
miss the times at my old place where i used to sleep up til 14 hours during holidays..
i'm trying to make today last as long as possible..
DREADING tml..
i dun think i've dreaded a day as much as tml...
i DON'T WANNA GO!!

tryin to tire my self out to get a good nite's slp..

goin to don's place tml..

intended to watch movie wid nessa n winnie

she not free so cancel..

today's ward was ok..

except last 1/2 an hour was like MAD busy..

siao one!!

anyway..

tt uncle totally pissed me off like hell..

bloody hell..

SO ANGRY!!

i feel like strangling him!

howta be nurse wid such sudden urges??

*yawnz.....

slept at 6 last nite..

or should i say..this morning..hmm

reason:help tang remove some *stuff from her blog..

haha!!

removed a lot of crap from friendster too!

haha!!

TIREDNESS = TIRED NURSE!!

sianess!!

haha!

today was a sianess day

• it was a sianess night
• it was a sianess ward
• it was sianess cleaning shit
• it was sianess smelling shit
• it was sianess having to listen to lecturer
• it was sianess having to listen to sister for 40 + mins..*she promised 10 mins*
• it was sianess asking a patient not to smoke in the toilet
• it was sianess listening to him scold me vulgarities in hokkien
• it was sianess seeing blood drip..
• it was sianess getting scolding from staff nurse
• it was sianess taking parameters over n over
• it was sianess standing and walking the whole day

it was just plain SIAN!!!!!!

i won't be going into details to complain..so..yah.....

there a GUANG.. there haha..

LIU haha!!

funny!

got so much similarity but can't exactly say wat..

stupid marie everyday make fun of me..

haha!

but it's ok..haah!

he quite a nice guy!

the chee-todd better la..

chee-todd chee-todd wahahaha!!

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got cute guy in ward tho duno if he doc or PT or psychatrist or wat..

hmmmmm..

the curtain guy just wun leave marie alone

haha..poor gal..

heard they're ex-convicts..

*sigh...they deserve a second chance huh?

well...

if some don't even wanna be a better person,they don't deserve a second chance..

Tommy,31,magazine editor..
a light affair..
he's cute! haha!
damn funny..
the model,patricia just told the concieted guy tt he was acting like an ass haha!!
not a bad show..
anyway,later got the ANTM..
shots show all the judges wearing weird stuff..
oni nvr show my nigel barker..*sad*
can't wait to see wat he dress up with haha!!
had a short nap..
my god..i tink it had sumthing to do wid the book of dreams @ st anthony's..
i dreamt tt i was thrown into water..
but i knew i was dreaming and it was scary
so i tried to open my eyes and move but i couldn't..
fucking scary shit man!
for so so so long..
u know u're dreaming and drowning but u just cannot open ur eyes..
finally after long,i did open my eyes..
walao..heart beating so so fast..
then after calming down i went back to a peaceful sleep..
sigh..
st anthony's was so boring as in the whole stand/sit next to nurse kinda boring..
sheral came to find me a couple of times..
haha..still can go detention class...
horrible haha!!